𝓔𝓾𝓷𝓸𝓲𝓪

Guilt

Spencer's pov

I stayed with Y/n until Emily, JJ, and Derek came.

"Reid what happened?" Derek said as he checked for Y/n's pulse.

"I already check, she's fine but she won't wake up." I said, wiping the tears in my eyes.

"We found the unsub, Y/n talked with him for a while. The bartender gave them a drink and after finishing his drink he left. Y/n didn't realize he was gone...." I said, looking down at Y/n, running my fingers through her hair.

"We need a medic!" Emily said into her sleeve.

"The bartender slipped something in her drink..." I said, looking up to Derek.

"JJ, you and Emily should go talk to the bartender. We'll stay here with Y/n." Morgan said. They both looked at Y/n with a frown, before leaving. I wiped Y/n's tear stained cheeks.

"How do you know that the bartender slipped something in the drink?" Derek said as he stood up.

"Because, I was watching them. The unsub never laid a hand on her drink. And Y/n told me..." I said, cradling her and rocking back and forth. Finally, the EMT's came and took Y/n. Derek and I followed after in the suv.

"What's on your mind, kid?" Derek asked. I was at a loss of words.

"Th-this was all my fault..." I said, tears blurred my vision.

"Hey, no. This isn't your fault. It isn't her's either." Derek protested

"Before she passed out, I yelled at her Morgan. I was so mad at her for losing the unsub I...She was scared of me..." I said quietly. I paused for a second, not believing what just happened.

"She thought I was gonna hit her, Morgan..." I said, I was riddled with guilt.

"You couldn't have known she was drugged, Reid. Everyone's a little tense right now, we all lose our cool sometimes." Derek said. I didn't say anything else. I couldn't stop thinking about what just happened. I couldn't forget how scared Y/n looked. I hoped she was okay.

~Time skip and POV Change~
Once Derek and Spencer arrived at the hospital, they were asked a million questions about what happened to you. And Spencer answered every single one of them. They were told to stay in the waiting room, and that they would get answers soon. They waited for two hours, Spencer read every single magazine they had. Until a doctor finally came in.

"Is she okay?" Morgan asked. Spencer anxiously waited for an answer.

"She's stable for now. She just needs to rest." The doctor said as she checked her clipboard.

"What happened to her Doctor?" Spencer asked.

"Toxicology states there was chloroform in her system. Any more and it could've killed her." The doctor said with a sigh. Spencer felt chills crawl down his spine. It terrified him to think he could've lost you before he had a chance to apologize.

"Can-can we go see her?" Spencer asked timidly. The doctor smiled a bit.

"Yes, but please don't do anything crazy. Just let her rest." She said. As soon as she told them, Spencer scrambled to see you. He just needed to see you were okay. He finally reached your room, where he found you resting peacefully. Spencer signed breath of relief. Morgan soon followed after.

"She's okay, Reid. We need to check with Prentiss and JJ." Derek said as he patted Spencer's back.

"Can I stay with her? Just in case she wakes up?" Spencer pleaded. Derek sighed.

"Okay. Go stay with your girl, pretty boy." Derek said with a wink. Spencer nodded in gratitude. He took a seat next to you, even though he knew you were okay, the pit in his stomach wouldn't go away. Would you be mad at him when you wake up?

"I'm so sorry Y/n...I shouldn't have yelled at you. And I hope when you wake up...you can forgive me..." Spencer mumbled as he grabbed your hand and brushed his thumb on your knuckles. He spent three more hours talking and spouting facts, he knew you enjoyed his rambles, so in a way he hoped you can hear him. His phone suddenly rang, startling him as he stumbled to get his phone out.

"JJ! Did you find anything?" Spencer said as he got up and walked over to the door, stopping between the doorway.

"You're on speaker. Apparently the unsub paid the bartender 200 dollars in cash to put something in one drink when he ordered two." JJ said with a sigh. Spencer's face scrunched up in confusion.

"Our unsub hasn't done that before, what changed?" Spencer asked.

"Maybe he's tired of the rejections? Is Y/n okay?" Morgan asked. Spencer looked back at you, a smile graced his face as he saw you giggle in your sleep.

"Yeah, she's fine for now. The doctor said there was a dangerous amount of chloroform in her drink." Spencer said as the corners of his mouth turned to a frown.

"What?" JJ exclaimed

"That's not even how you use it!" Emily retorted

"Did Y/n tell you anything else before she passed out?" Emily asked.

"No...but the unsub was wore a red mask with antlers on them. They had a masquerade party, so it was a lot harder to find him.." Spencer said.

"Maybe that's why he tainted the drink, he knew today was a masquerade..." JJ suggested.

"Well that mean's he goes there frequently." Spencer said

"We'll go back and ask anyone at club if there's any locals. We'll call you back when we got something." JJ said. They said their goodbyes and hung up. Spencer sighed and looked back at you. He noticed you shivering. He pocketed his phone and walked over to you. He gently pulled the covers till your shoulders, but you were still shivering. Spencer frowned. He then took his sweater and carefully put it on you. You were shivering less, but your teeth were chattering a bit. He held your hand for a bit before letting go.

"Don't go..." You mumbled in your sleep. Spencer's
heart swelled as his cheeks grew red.

"I'm not going anywhere..." Spencer said as he took your hand in his again. Spencer rested his arm and head on the bed, looking at you with admiration and sadness. He wanted to hug you and apologize to you for everything that happened. He squeezed your hand.

"I'm not going anywhere. I promise." Spencer said.

Edit: nothing changed I'm just having some errors updating chapters :/ but more chapters will come soon!
-Squish💕