CHAOS

24 - The Doc

I wanted to ask you Angels for your opinion on my updating schedule,

would you guys prefer ONE chapter at a time to be published as I write them OR would you prefer for me to release chapters in BULK

You'd have more to read but consequently a bit of a longer wait.

Please let me know 💖

Unedited!
Lennox POV

"I'd like to go home." I said clearly, looking my brother in the eyes.
"I'd like to go back their... I think I need to see it so that I can move on"

"Closure" Chaos whispered looking at me.
I nodded in return, my gaze returning to Maddox, who looked nothing but confused with my request.
"I'd like to see it again... our life before. I'd like to see the photographs and the fridge magnets ... and all the things I want to remember. I want to remember Mom and Dad again.
I can't remember things before everything happened. I can't even remember their names Maddie."

And it was true, sure I had my family at the club and I'd be forever thankful to them. But I can't even remember what my parents looked like.
So I felt like going back to our house would be good for me, to see my old room and to bring our photographs and things to the club house ... then maybe I'd be able to move on.

"Lennie are you sure, do you think you'd be able to without... without everything coming back?" Maddox asked, ever the worried older brother.

I simply nodded and took a sip of my drink.

"We will support you through this, won't me Erik" Emily reassured while staring down her unsuspecting husband.
"Of course" Erik said with a smile, standing and walking around the table to give me a kiss on the head.
"Okay then.." Maddox said while taking hold of my hand.
"We will do it together, I haven't been back since that night ... but I couldn't sell it." He said sadly "it was the only thing I had left of you"
A lone tear ran down my face at his words. I stood and walked to him, taking him in my arms and just appreciating such a gentle moment.

And that's how we spent our night, for the first time in forever I felt like me and Maddox had been able to reconnect after all these years apart.

Soon I was back in bed wrapped around Chaos, I had enjoyed spending time with the family but nothing compares to when I'm in his arms.
He's so patient with me, he lets me do things on my own time and I'm so grateful.

I lean over to his side of the bed, watching him as he reads his new novel he picked up a couple days ago when the boys went to the grocery store.
The words are big and complicated, I can never understand what he reads... maybe I should try.

He notices me starting and I blush, putting down his book he places a hand tentatively on my hip and smiled at me from behind his small wire framed glasses.

He'd kill me if I ever told any of the boys he wears glasses, he's embarrassed but I have no idea why... he looks so cute in them, I thought with a smile.
I lean in and place a kiss on his lips, the lips that I couldn't seem to get enough of.
He mirrors my movements for a moment, letting me take the lead before he takes control.

In an instant I'm straddling his waist as he sits up against the sturdy leather headboard, positioned carefully over his lap.
Our exchange deepens as he places a hand in my hair and cups the back of my head, just below where my stitches had been.