Unforgettable Crush

10.Regretting

A/N: So in last update I asked you guys whether Beam should be top or not. And here are the results.

Yes= 7
No= 7
Take turns= 5

So I am gonna go with taking turns, since it's tie between Yes and No and many readers wants to see them taking turns. (Not sure when it's gonna happen though )(^__*)

Teaser of Hotel Stars

Forgive my grammar mistakes

Ming's POV

I was at my home working on something, it was after 1 in morning. I decided to do rest of work next day since it will be my day off, so I close my laptop and files. After turning off light I cover myself with duvet and relax myself on bed.

I was just getting drowsy when my phone started ringing. I wonder who could be calling this late, so I pick up the phone and notice Wayo's name flashing on screen. I knotted my brows in confusion, why he is calling me this late?  I pick up the call thinking it might be something urgent or serious.

"Hello."

"Hello, P'Ming. Please come to hospital as soon as you can, it's P'Forth." his voice was full of worry.

As soon as I heard Forth's name I didn't think of anything else or ask Wayo what happened to him. "I be there as soon as I can." I said and cut the call.

I jump from bed and change my clothes in a flash. I was living a little far from where hospital is located, so it will take me at least an hour to reach there. I know roads must be empty now but I don't want to drive recklessly and cause an accident.

I reach the parking lot and hop inside my car. While driving towards hospital all I was thinking about was my baby brother Forth. I know what he did was terrible but what I did to him after that was worse.

Yes, I was really angry at him after he hurt Beam by declaring in front of whole school that he was not gay and not in relationship with Beam, and I know he did that due to peer pressure. He was still very young and to come out in front of everyone was not easy, since people were still not very accepting towards homosexual, I can understand his dilemma now.

I was angry at him for three to four years, but later I realized that way I was treating Forth was not right. I left him when he needed me the most, his friends, even mom and dad stop talking to him and leave him all alone, except for Phana.

He was breaking down and I was treating him like a shit. I should be there with him, holding him and telling him that 'it's okay, Beam will forgive you one day no need to punish yourself like this.' I was supposed to be his crying shoulder, instead of making him crying.

I was regretting a lot for making him miserable like this, whereas I could have made things easy for him. I do want to meet him and apologize him, but I couldn't face him after how I treated him and I hope I am not too late to apologize to him.

I was driving towards hospital with thought of what could have happened to Forth that made Wayo worry like that and got him admitted in hospital, I hope it's not something serious. After I reach there and park my car, I called Wayo and ask about his location.

As soon as I reach inside the first person I notice was Kit, my Kitten. Yes, I did blame Forth for our separation and that was the biggest reason why I cut my ties with Forth, which I know was stupid.