Unforgettable Crush

17. Yes or No?

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Beam's POV

"It's just the the last time when he tried to commit suicide." Phana said.

"HE WHAT!!!?" Me and Wayo said at same time.

"Huh!? Oh crap, I...I wasn't supposed to say it." Pha said while hesitating.

"What do you mean by he treid to commit suicide? When that happen? And moreover, why!!!!? Please tell me Pha, I beg you?"  I beg to him.

Just the mere thought of Forth tried to end his life shook my soul. Was he that broken that he prefer to die than live and wait for me to come back? How much did actually Forth suffered when I left him?

"I promise to Forth that I will not tell about this to anyone. It was juts slip of tongue, it's his secret to tell so it will be better if he is the one who will tell you about it Beam." Pha said.

"Okay, I understand. I won't force you to spill the truth but I guess you need to tell Yo about it. And Pha, thank you so much for being there was Forth, when everyone turn their faces from him."

"No need to thank me Beam. That's what friends are for, I did what a true friend should suppose to do. Anyway will leave you two alone, I am sure you will mend his broken heart very soon Beam." Pha said and left with Yo.

I look at sleeping figure next to me. He wasn't sleeping peacefully I can say that, he has frown on his face even when he was in deep sleep. I am sure he is having yet another bad dream and I am the reason for it. 

"I am sorry Forth. I promise to you that I will make you so happy that you will forget all the pain and suffering of your life. I love you baby." I whispered to him and cuddle him a bit tightly.

***

Next morning I wake up before Forth. Gladly he didn't get another panic attack after that. I hardly sleep last night because I was so worried for Forth. I keep on wondering why Forth decided to take such a huge step in past? And moreover why he got panic attack so bad when I back into his life? Is he somehow still scared that I will leave him?

I was on call with Neo actually yelling at him to be precise, when I notice Forth coming to living room. I bid Neo goodbye and ask him to sort out the problem as soon as he can.

After cutting the call I went near him and gave him bone rushing hug. It made him relax a bit I can feel it and happy too. He hug me back with equal intensity which made he smile widely.

"I love you Forth." It was the first thing I said while hugging him.

"I love you too Beam." he said.

After that I asked him to get ready because I will be taking him on date. It will be special one though which I didn't told him, I have planed every out already. All I want at this moment is Forth's happiness nothing else at all.

Forth came back after half and hour or so. I look at him and my baby was looking so stunning that I was feeling like proposing him then and there only.

"Shall we go?" Forth said.

I nodded and compliment him.

It was long ride towards our destination , during ride I kind of teased him and flirted with him which made him blush a lot. He told me that he still has to buy wedding grft for Phana and Wayo. I told him that I will help him with that, so he no need to worry about it.