Unforgettable Crush

11.Love hurts

@taannzzz For you, since you insisted me to write. (^3^)

Forgive my grammar mistakes

Kit's POV

Hurting P'Ming is the last thing I wanted to do in my life. I never intended to hurt him, but somehow I end up hurting the person who did nothing but care for me and love me without expecting anything back.

What I have said to him park must have broken him really bad, I know that. But I had no option, I don't want to pretend to be in love with him and spend my life with him when I am already in love with someone else.

It will be called cheating if I will accept him for his sake and keep pretending that I love him. Yes, i did had a huge crush on him, that's true but it kind of faded away with time. But he was and still will be my hero who saved me that time back in alley.

I never intended to fall for Beam but it happened somehow, how and when?? Well, I guess the first time when I saw him in school.

Flashback

I was running towards school at full speed since I was very late and I don't want to get punished now. I ran towards school and reach inside the gate just when it was about to close. Few other kids were late as well, I sprinted towards my class.

There was a turn in hallway towards my class. As soon as I took turn I bump into someone and made that person fall on hard ground with loud thud.

"Oh my Gosh!! I am so sorry, are you okay?" I said to that person. By this time I didn't get the chance to see his face, since his head was bow down.

He didn't reply and didn't even move. Instead he was shaking a lot.  I crouch down to him and touch him on shoulder to make sure he was fine. As soon as I touch him, he flinch away from me.

"Hey..hey...I am not going to hurt you. But seriously, are you okay?"

He nodded.

The guy in front of me was very skinny and pale. I wondered if he is new and in which grade he is. I couldn't tell if he was senior, junior or same class with me since I cannot see his face yet.

"Are you new?" I said.

He nodded again.

"Hmmm...in which grade are you?"

He didn't reply but show me something on piece of paper. I took it and look at it, he was in same class as mine.

"Hey, we are in same class. Let's go before teacher show up , I don't want you to get punished on first day of your school, okay."

He nodded again.

I get up and give my hand to him. He held it and finally stood at his place. He lift is face up and smile at him.

If I say that there is nothing like perfect on this plant earth, then this guy in front of me just proved me wrong. He is the most perfect creation of God I have ever seen in my life. Thick and long lashes, big doe eyes, red lips, pale skin, dark black hair. thick and perfectly shaped brows. He was almost as tall as me , just little underweight.

That was moment when I realise I am not straight but I am totally into guys. And I fell for him right then and there without my knowledge.

"What's your name?" I asked while walking  with him towards our class.

"B..Beam." he said in low voice.