HATING TO LOVE THE BAD BOY

chapter 17

i know i am a total bitch for not updating but i have an explanation okay . This book was unplanned and I started writing it during the school term and I never get the time to update but in two months I will be going on summer vacation and I will be available from November until January .

I woke up one day and I was like " let me write a story" so that is why this book sucks ass . I'm 15 I don't know shit about love but I will try my best . By the way the previous guy on the cover was matt healy the lead singer and guitarist of the revolutionary indie rock band "the 1975"

Now it's Cameron dallas so uhm yeah .

you can also imagine chad as ansel elgort . It really doesn't matter who you want him to be :) use your imagination and it can take you places .

And Lorianne has a Kristen Stewart or lorde kind of personality when she's with people but she's a peppy emma stone kind of person when she's around people she loves

You can also imagine her as whom ever you want her to be

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Lorianne's POV

When I woke up my mother was sitting right beside me and she literally sat there for half an hour talking about all the gory details about what happened . And after that I told her about the party I was invited to , I have never seen a happier expression on her face , she simply hugged me and whispered " my girl is all grown up" in my ear before she sat up and started babbling about what I should wear , it was decided that I would wear one of her dresses to the party , But when I tried them on I hated the thought of my legs being so bare it made me want to put on a thousand layers , I don't know why but I have always hated my legs so I preferred to cover them up . I said no to all the dresses and I settled on wearing one of my mom's tank tops, it had green and black aztec print on it . I wore it with with black skinny jeans and and matching green vans . My mom wanted me to wear make up but I strongly disagreed , I will do no such thing . Not now . Not ever . Make-up isn't even an option with me, I hate it , but I agreed to let her curl my hair . I would say it fell to my shoulders and it was as shiny as a new Mercedes Benz , but with me that will never be the case , since my hair is shoulder length already . It barely touched my shoulders when it was all curled up in big wavy curls . I looked at myself in the mirror and it was the girliest I had ever looked in years , well it needed to be , I don't want an incident where someone mistakes me for a boy in a party that will probably be filled with people from my school .

Which all leads me to my current position ' the sofa position 'waiting for Ryan to come pick me up , I highly doubt that he knows where I live , he probably said all that to trick me , why would he trick you out of all people ? Nobody knows you ! Damn my inner diva is a bitch !

I hear the doorbell ring and I get up to go get it ,when I open the door to my surprise it's him " hi" I greet him with a childish grin plastered on my face , I don't know why I am excited but this is probably the best thing that's ever happened to me . I'm going to a party with the most famous boy in school on a Monday night. It feels like a fairytale ." Hi , all set to go ? " I nod and I close the door behind me , my mom is watching us leave from my bedroom window which overlooks the front yard . He takes my hand in his and he walks me to his car , I can hear my mom sobbing loudly from my room " did you hear something ?" He asks looking at me "it sounds like someone crying... loudly" oh no if he finds out that it's my mom he's probably going to think I belong to a psychotic family " it's probably my ...uh " think Lorianne think ! "Cat ! Yeah it's my cat , she gets indigestion and the poor thing just cries and makes the weirdest noises " he doesn't question me further . We get to his beautiful red and black range rover and I make my way around the car to open my door as he slides into the drivers seat on his side .