HATING TO LOVE THE BAD BOY

chapter 13

Chad's POV

"matty" my step father knocks and walks into my room " I told you not to fucking call me that, didn't I ?" . he tries to respond but he doesn't seem to find the words " what the fuck do you want ?" I ask growing impatient

" I- your mom wanted to know if you could go to a dinner party with her tomorrow , it's kind of a bring the whole family along thing and it would mean a lot to her if you go".

" sure, whatever ". I stand up and leave for school, leaving the old motherfucker (literally motherfucker) in my room . if he touches my stuff I sure won't hesitate to snap his damn neck .

I feel like a total ass , I don't know why it's even bothering me so much but it is , I don't know what it is about that girl but there is something I can't put my finger on

.I've kissed dozens of girls but none come close to Lorianne . I found myself wanting more and more of her but I had to stop, pull away and leave because if I let her get too close it will break her especially when she finds out what I have done , she already sounded so  heartbroken yesterday .

I thought she could be some peace of meat I could play with but she's different she's innocent and I've just taken that innocence away and if I don't fix this that loss of innocence will be displayed in front of the entire student body .

fuck Charlie and her fucking bet , she's a total bitch .

I pull up into my school parking space and run out of the car in search of that blonde haired maniac . I walk into the school and I  find pamphlet paper lying everywhere , I pick one up and there's a picture , a picture that almost breaks me . I turn my head up and suddenly everyone is holding one and they are all talking amongst themselves .

I spot one of Charlie's boy toys , and I grab him by the collar and shove him into the wall . "where is she ? where is Charlie ?" . he looks shocked but most of all scared "I-she's at the back ."  I let go of him and head out to the back of the school .

I spot the whore dressed in a short leather skirt and a pink top that is cut low and see through , leaving nothing to the imagination . she's standing against the wall smoking pot.

"what the fuck is this ? " I ask  throwing the paper into her face " you said you'd only show it to a few people  not the entire fucking school " .

she gives off a smirk " testy are we ? well you said you would fuck her and you didn't , you just gave her a small kiss and left so I had a little fun of my own " 

"fix this,  do it now before I fucking kill you ." I warn her

" we all know chad hood would never hurt a girl , well physically I mean. " I take a second to process her words , but she speaks again .

" unless if it's in bed, you fucked me so hard last night I couldn't even walk straight today " she reaches over to straddle my waist .

I push her off im not in that kind of mood right now " you fucking like her don't you? " she smiles "has chad hood gone soft ? or has he already fucked the prude plenty of times? " I'm getting tired of her and I'm about to strangle her .

" alright you've had your fun , fix this now  , before I make you regret why your absent father fucked your junkie mother "

her smile disappears . " I didn't tell you that so you could throw it in my face " she states " you know what ?  your little bitch deserves it " she smiles and I almost punch her face when she calls Lorianne a bitch , she's nothing close to a bitch . " fix this yourself , im done with her anyway" she says and walks away.

I walk back into the school and I pick up every pamphlet and throw them into black garbage bags that I put into my car , and I warn everybody to forget this happened or I'll hurt them , and with my reputation they know what I'm saying is true  .

I've spent the entire morning cleaning up this mess and I went to biology class to check on Lorraine but she wasn't there , I immediately feared for the worst , what if she saw the papers and ran back home ?

I checked the rest of the school , I even went inside the girls rest rooms which are amazingly clean .  but nothing , she must have gone home I'm sure of it .

I get into my car and I drive to her house to attempt to explain my side of the story and how sorry I am that this happened . I knock on the front door and ring the door bell but there is no answer no one must be home , fuck I should have taken her phone number a long time ago .

I give up , if she's up there then she's probably ignoring me . I go back home and I burn all of the pamphlets in the fire place , who says you need wood anyway paper works just fine .

##############################

I KNOW THAT THIS CHAPTER DOESN'T MAKE SENSE , BUT DO NOT WORRY YOUNG GRASSHOPPER EVERYTHING WILL MAKE SENSE AS I GO ON

AND AS FOR THE MISTAKES I MAKE , PLEASE NOTE THAT I USE MY PHONE AND THERE WILL BE LOTS OF MISTAKES BUT I WILL KEEP THEM AS MINIMAL AS POSSIBLE .

yes SAMAN1996 I MEANT TO SAY LITTE INSTEAD OF LITTLE In chapter 10  -_-  ...