One shots (Sds x reader)

Fallen Angel prt. 2 (Meliodas x Reader x Zeldris)Lemon

You feel heavy, so heavy. You remember all to vividly the last time you felt like this. The fall, when you chose two princes over your own kind. You remember the sound of your body hitting the ground, the heaviness, the feeling of death is what it was. You finally get up the strength to open your eyes, you groan at the brightness of the room. 'A room? Wait a minute I was just with Zeldris...' you think as your eyes shoot open and you sit up too quickly. You gasp in pain as your head and chest feel like they've been split in two. You then feel two gentle hands on each of your shoulders gently guiding you to lean against soft pillow that had been placed behind you, you sit back and blink a couple of times as your vision comes back. You see the concerned faces of Zeldris and Meliodas, "What happened?" You rasp out clearly confused.

Zeldris looks down, clearly upset and Meliodas dose the same. This makes you raise an eye brow, "Guys... what happened." you ask sternly. Meliodas look up at you first still unable to answer obviously struggling to find the words. You sit up again this time on the edge of the bed, placing your feet on the floor between the brothers, this gets their attention. Your body protests as you cough a little, the brothers try to get you back in bed but you hold up a hand telling them not to touch you. "I'm ok. Just give me a minute." you say your eyes closed trying to get the room to stop spinning. "Your not okay!" Zeldris finally snaps, "You died in our arms!" he yells standing angrily and storming out of the room. His out burst makes you come to your senses you shake your head standing even though Meliodas protests against it. You walk to the window away from Meliodas so he can't see your tears, "Go get him please Meliodas." you say.

You hear the door close and that's when you break into a sob, your knees threaten to give forcing you to lean against the window seal. You look out at the starry night sky through your watery vision. Your mind wanders to everything you've been through, all the beatings, the starvation, rape, killings, mind control, and torture the demon king put you through. All because you fell for the two demon princes. They loved you back you knew that, but a dying fallen angel shouldn't drag them down. Not again, they've already dealt with your supposed death. You started wishing you had already died already. You take a deep breath and pull up your hood, you don't bother wiping away the tears, instead you let them dry on your already tear stained cheeks.

The door opening is what pulls you back to the reality that you'll just break their hearts again. You hear one of them walk towards you, "Don't." You say making him stop just behind you. You don't turn around from the window, you just keep looking at the stars. "I think I missed the night sky more than I thought... in the demon realm it's dark all the time. I love the dark but there are no stars. I missed that more than I thought. Even thought your father didn't allow me out of the dungeon, I could sneak out every once in a while." You chuckle darkly and look down at the moonlit grass below. "What do you mean..." Zeldris asks as you open the window and sit on the edge so you can see both the boys and the sky. "Your father. Kept me in the demon realm while you were sealed Zeldris. I didn't die in battle Meliodas." You tell them and sigh as the tears start to fall. "He fed off me because you didn't die as much as your father thought you would Mel... and I didn't become a commandment because I wouldn't follow him like you can Zel. I was a fallen angel. I grew up in the sky, under the stars. I missed them but I missed you both so much more." You say looking to them, standing, and laughing through tears. "I was put through hell. I didn't even think about the hell you two went through thinking I was supposed to be dead... and I came back only to put you through it again. I'm so sorry. I love you both... so much... forgive me. Please forgive me if I die again." You beg as you fall to your knees too weak to stand anymore.

"Hey.. hey.. breath with me love. Just breath." Meliodas says trying to calm your breathing. Zeldris picks you up as you start to calm down and he sits you on the side of the bed. You sit there staring at the ground as Zeldris sits beside you letting you lean on his shoulder. "What happens when I die." you ask voice calm and quiet as the tears still flow. "What do you mean love your not gonna die." Meliodas says picking your chin up to look at him. "A fallen angel turned demon. Where do I go? Or do I just disappear." You ask with broken eyes. Meliodas sees how you've been crushed and he looks at his brother worried. Zeldris shifts making you sit up from his shoulder and look deep into your eyes, "Your not gonna die. Not again. Do you remember what happened?" He asks you while putting your hood down, you shake your head answering him.