Hold me (Zedris x Reader)

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~Authors note~
*Suicidle thoughts and Depression!*
This was inspired by Billie's song "Hostage"
100000% Credit to this song and Billie

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(Y/n) walks through the snowy afternoon. She had just left her mothers house after getting the last of her things. She had been kicked out again and because she didn't have no where else to go she has to stay in her grandmothers old house for the night. She looks up at the old house and closes her eyes. Her heart hurt as she fights falling in the abyss within her. She breaths in the cold winter air and she opens her eyes to look up at the grey sky. The sting of the falling snow is some what comforting on her frost bitten cheeks. Tears prick her eyes again and she looks down sighing sadly and she starts up the steps.

She opens the door to the empty house walking in. After taking off her jacket and tossing her keys down she walks to her old room. She sits on her bed looking out the window at the snow falling. She didn't know she was going to do. She had no where to go no family. Her father was an alcoholic and they didn't speak. Her Mother kicked her out a long time ago. She couldn't stay there because the house was about to be sold. She had a boyfriend, he had been her best friend for years, but they had only been dating for a little while. She didn't want to burden him by asking him if she could move in. What kind of person dose that anyway? Her phone buzzes,

Zeldris: 23 New Messages
Zeldris: 17 Missed Calls/ 7 New Voicemails

He had been trying to get ahold of her all day. He had heard about her being kicked out and he was worried about her. She tosses her phone on her pillows feeling the abyss starting to swallow her. The gun on the night stand catches her attention. She scoots to the wood night stand and pick up the gun and her mind wonders if she'd be better off dead. 'I have no family... my friends won't miss me for long... and Zeldris? He deserves better than me.' She thinks listing to the abysses calls as tears prick her eyes and her fingers trace the heavy object. The cold smooth metal under her fingers only urged her dark state of mind farther into submission. Her phone lights up again buzzing hers and Zeldris' favorite song making her jump a little.

She stares at the screen reviling a picture of him and her that she snapped. He was staring at her with such love and affection that day. She remembers that day at the park, the sunny breeze made the summer day all that much more beautiful, so she decided to take a selfie with him. She made a goofy face by crossing her eyes and sticking out her tongue.

He was so distracted watching the woman he loved that he forgot to look at the camera. The phone stops buzzing only to blink that she missed yet another call. She is reminded of the heavy gun in her hands and is met with a twist of emotions in her chest. She starts to breath heavily trying to hold onto that feeling she had with him and the gun becomes blurry in her teary eye sight. Her chest becomes tight and heavy as the breaths become short and struggled. Anger courses through her heart and she throws the gun to the floor.

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