In this fanfic Endeavour is a villain. It just helps with the story.
--There's also some Bakugou x Deku in here, so just letting you know--
None of the pictures belong to me, credit to the respective artists.
Finished: 23/05/2020 Sat.
--TRIGGER WARNING: PANIC ATTACKS IN THIS ONE FOLKS, WELL ANXIETY ANWAY, SO READ WITH CAUTION :)--
He let go of the embrace, warmth still wrapping itself around them both however, "You've got me now." a smile plays on Midoriya's lips as he cups Todoroki's face with his hands and kissed him again, he leans into it more and holds him tightly once again. Wrapping his arms around Midoriya, embracing him. Todoroki needed to tell him. He needed to tell him desperately, as the sunlight burst through the window and spread like ink spilling across the room. It just seemed he couldn't get the words out of his mouth, they danced and lingered on his tongue, suffocating him. He suddenly got up off the bed, "M-maybe I should go, doesn't your mum get back today?" Todoroki suggested, he really did feel bad he had to be like this but the tension inside his own mind was crushing him. He just needed to get home... He needed to get home and... his father... would... see to him. The thought of it made his body tense up as Izuku looked up at him, smiling still. "Yeah okay. But I'll miss you!" He said, a bounciness to his voice that seemed to spring off the walls as he spoke.
The room seemed so drained of colour to Todoroki, as he thought about what he would do, it seemed the air choked him as he reached for Izuku's door and opened it slightly. Looking back at Izuku, he saw him right beside himself and smiled. It was going to be okay, he pushed the thought to the back of his mind, though the thought still grew. Captivating him with anxiety he hadn't know in a while. The oak door of Izuku's room, now fully opened as they both stepped out into the hallway, shone with the sun as it proceeded to bounce off of it. They both walked down the stairs, as Todoroki felt the world close on itself yet again, he couldn't deal with it, hand in hand, they reached Deku's front door. He just needed to get outside. Away from everyone for a little while. "Want me to walk back with you Sho?" Izuku offered, eyes gleaming, he couldn't help but notice how off Todoroki was acting. He wanted to keep an eye on him. Sho walked up to him and smiled, ruffling his green hair, soft in his hands. "I'll be okay Izu." He smiled wider, now he was getting some fresh air he felt a lot better. Truth is, he was really just delaying the upcoming 'meeting' with his dad. The thought still nibbling at the back of his mind, and himself not wanting to break down in front of Izuku again, he smiled once more before turning off down the street where yesterday they'd walked up in the rain together. He heard the door click shut behind him when he turned a corner into an alley, and fell down to his knees, tears streaming down the side of his face once more, he hated crying, and his dad would probably hurt him for it, but this anxiety, he couldn't deal with it. He buried his face into his knees and just felt the anxiety build up, encasing him in this dark space. He got out his phone, hands shaking and started to text Izuku, tears splashing onto the screen.
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Seconds later he saw Izuku turn around the corner, panting from how fast he'd probably run, by this point Todoroki was shaking. Considering this was a person who usually kept his cool, he'd never seen Sho like this before and rushed over to him. "Shh Sho?! What's wrong?" He just proceeded to cry, he couldn't talk, it was like the words were stuck in his throat."Shh Sho.."He was still coughing up sobs as he fell into Midoriyas arms.The world around him seemed so dark, he couldn't speak, his vision was blurry. Izuku held him close, trying to protect him from the outside world, despite his size, he embraced him as earlier. He should've asked him how he was feeling earlier too. He just squeezed Todoroki, who was now starting to calm down slightly. "Hey Sho look at me okay?" he smiled crookedly, which always looked cute on Izu. Todoroki really didn't want Izuku to see him like this, he just kneeled there hugging Izuku. How could he do this to him? After everything he's done for him? He hated himself. He really hated himself. He felt Izuku helping him back up, Todoroki wiped his eyes on his sleeve as Izuku started walking him back to Todoroki's own house.
"Your dad isn't home.. is he? If so I'm not taking you there." He paused for a second, holding Todoroki's hands in his. Todoroki shook his head no, but he really knew the answer. He couldn't bother Izuku anymore with his problems, he couldn't bare it, he felt like such a horrible person."Okay. I'll make sure your brothers and sister take care of you okay? You'll be safe there. I just think you'd prefer to be in your own home right now. Text me as soon as your dad comes back okay?" Todoroki nodded slightly as they began walking in the direction of his house, he needed to keep himself together. After this, his eyes were all red and he still stuttered when he spoke. He.. He.. His father would. No. No. He needed to keep himself together, with this he slipped his arms around Izuku's waist as they walked off together once more.
--Sorry I haven't been updating much, school's taking up a lot of my time, but here's a relatively long chapter to make for it. Also, thanks for getting the story over 50 views I'm actually freaking out! Also thanks to Elizabeth for voting on chapter 13!! Love you guys!!!! <3--
