My Mission (Todoroki x Deku)

Chapter 23

~Slight trigger warning: Potential suicide. Please proceed with caution :)~

He ran away, his hair blowing in the wind as he tried to forget everything that just happened. Tears still streamed down his face as he ran down the road. Maybe if he just got hit by a car now... He didn't care. His life.. What was it worth? His father is a villain... he... he didn't know what to do. His thoughts shrouded his mind as he remembered everything with Midoriya. His dad. The abuse. His life just seemed... empty. The only thing he was made for was to become a pawn for his father's game. He walked mindlessly along the road until he reached Tokyo bridge.

The sky fell to a deep shade of blue, as the white lights of the bridge cascaded down to the water below. The moon shone it's light onto the Earth as he walked onto the bridge... What... What was it worth anyway? He didn't even feel sadness.. he just felt.. numb. He trudged his body along the pavement, at least if he died then all his work for his father would've come to nothing. The thought of that brought a slight smile to his face as the teen stopped and looked out across the water. It glistened and swayed as he stood above it. If he just... jumped off. If he just ended it all here. He wouldn't have to face Bakugo or Midoriya.. he wouldn't have to face anyone. He would leave everything behind. He stepped up onto the railings that separated him from his demise. The temperature dropped and his breath started clouding in the air. Memories entered his mind. Midoriya. His dad. He reached other side as he clutched the metal bars that were stopping him from flying away.

He sat on the sofa as warmth surrounded his left side, and suddenly he felt something drop onto his shoulder. It was him... Midoriya. He looked down at him and smiled as he patted his head.
"Oh Izu." He sounded softly as he rested his head on top of him. His hands stroked his hair as he smiled softly.

"AghHhhh!" He screamed, "Just let me do this one thing." Todoroki teared up again gripped the bars tighter and he stood there, hair dancing around his face. He shivered and his legs started shaking as nerves started around his body. Could he ever fix this? Or should he just end it here? What was it all for anyway? He took a deep breath and looked down to the water. Does he really want to fall from here? He turned around and climbed back over. His hands shaking. Did he not even have the valiancy to end his own life?

He stopped and backed up against the railing behind him, dividing him from the cars speeding past on the road, and slouched down against it before holding his head in his hands. He started crying aloud as tears streamed down his face, landing on his black, ripped jeans.
"M-midoriya..." He quietly spoke as he sat there on the pavement. "W-why.."

~Heya, so just to let you know after this there's only 2 chapters left and an epilogue! So there's only 3 weeks left of working on this, it's been really fun! Also, another side note: I drew the heading picture myself oopsie, so if it looks sub-par to every other picture I've posted. That's why.
-Haru <3~