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Chapter 46

Frank's P.O.V

This isn't real.

I didn't just hear that.

This is just a nightmare, I will wake up soon.

Right?

I keep running down the street to my house.

This isn't re-

Don't be an idiot she cheated!

I argue with myself the whole way to the house.

What did I do wrong?

Shut up brain! I shake my head as if to clear it. "Frankie!" A voice yells. Tears prick and sting my eyes as I keep running. "God damn Frank wait up!" Skylar yells as she comes up next to me. I stop and drop to my knees on the driveway, breathing heavily. "Have a nice run?" Skylar pants. "N-No." I stutter. She sits next to me and sits criss-cross. "What's h-happening back there?" I ask, not sure if I want to hear the answer. "Where to begin. Grace is sitting in the living room bawling here eyes out, screaming that she is an bitchy idiot and wants to kill herself. I put Ven on suicide watch. Mikey is screaming sorry and screaming at himself. Alicia is in my room crying really hard, asking herself what she did wrong." Skylar says.

Like me.

"I cant believe she.." Skylar trails off, understanding my position. "How are you doing?" she asks. I sigh and look up. "Not so good." My voice cracks as I answer. "Frank. When you talk, I'll listen. But i'm not sure what to say. I can't say I'm sorry, that won't make it any better. So I guess all I can do is listen." she says. I sigh and look at her. "I-I love Grace with all my heart. Knowing that she would feel okay doing that b-breaks me. And with Mikey. Mikey and I are close. We are in the band, practically brothers. All of us are. him feeling perfectly fine hurting Alicia is horrible. And Gerard! He-He knew!" I say and put my face in my hands. "Grace told me everything." Skylar whispers. "As soon as you left, she broke down and told me the whole story. It's been going on for a month. Grace was feeling like it was killing you, and it was killing her. She broke is off this morning." I say. "How are you?" a voice asks behind us. I turn around and see Ven. "Ven! You are supposed to be on suicide watch!" I say. "Don't worry! Sarah is on it!" Ven says and sits on the other side of me. Suicide watch. "Guys? What if Grace really k-kills herself?" I say. "Frank, I wouldn't worry. Grace is a smart girl." Ven comforts. "I need to stay somewhere." I remember. "Wanna stay with us?" Skylar and Ven ask. I nod and thank them. Skylar's phone goes off and she whips it out. "Everyone went home." she says. She stands up and helps me up. "Do I get pulled up?" Ven says. "No!" Skylar laughs and runs away. Ven whines and stands up. Skylar runs back and I walk inside the house. I grab my clothes and some other things like a toothbrush and shoes. I throw them in a bag real quick and run out to Skylar and Ven. We walk back to Skylar's house in silence.

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Grace's P.O.V

I walk into the house and call for Frank. He isn't there. I run a hand through my hair as more tears prick at my eyes. I ruined everything. I flop on the bed and sob for a while. Do I want to kill myself? Yes. Will I kill myself? Yes.

I jump of the bed and keep sobbing. I ruined everything, I ruined everything, I ruined everything, I repeat over and over in my head. I grab a medicine bottle from the mirror and choke on some sobs. The bottle pops open and pills spill out. "Fuck!" I cry in pain. Not because of the pills, because everything. I throw the bottle down and drop to my knees. I start scooping up the pills in my hand. My hand is shaking and I can't pick the pills up. I throw them down in frustration and sob. "Don't kill yourself." A voice whispers from behind me. I whip my head around and find Alicia standing in the doorway. Her eyes are red and puffy from sobbing. I look back at the pills and shake my head. " I deserve it." I say weakly and sit back on my toes. "No one deserves it." she says. "Why are you being so nice to me? Mikey cheated on you with me for god sakes." I say and choke on the words. She winces and walks over. "Sure I'm mad. Don't mean to make you feel bad but, I feel broken, betrayed, mad, sad, so much more." she says. She sits on her knees next to me. I wipe my eyes quickly. "I don;t even know what I was thinking. I was hurting people I love so much." I say. Alicia stays silent. "I broke it off this morning. I noticed what I was doing and texted Mikey that I couldn't do it." I say. That got her attention."Go to bed. I think  we all need to just rest and calm down and cool down from this drama." she says. I nod and walk over to bed. I tuck myself in and instantly fall asleep.

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I got ALLLL fucking emotional while writing this.

Sorry for the bite sized chapter, but I'm ready for bed!

I will put more about the cheating reaction and stuff on the next chapter.

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