how she lost herself. billie eilish.

but i miss you. x

i hate her. i hate her so much.

how can she pretend we were nothing? like absolutely nothing? really billie? that's it? that's how you end up telling me you never loved me?

i get it, i'm weird, i'm not popular but did you really have to stoop that low and it's even sadder that you knew i would hear you.

how dare you, how dare i still love you for fucks sake?! i'm honestly done with everything.

if she can do that, where does that leave me? exactly i'm lost as shit.

anyways that's all.

-angie xoxo

saudade
(n.) a nostalgic longing to be near again something or someone that is distant or that has been loved or lost "the love that remains".