i want her back. so bad. i miss her, so so much. i know she misses me too or i hope she does.
i can't escape the way i love her and i don't want to but i love her, she made me happy when no one else would.
she'd know something was off without me even having to say anything and i loved/love her for it.
i hope i'm not making myself look like a dumbass, i'm not okay. if she needs me, wants to see me she better hurry cause i'm leaving soon.
my parents have yet to realise that there's something wrong with me and that's okay. i hope they won't be mad, being so sad for so long.
i just hope they understand i didn't know how to stop it and it led to far. i'm really sorry, sorry for everything going to far.
-angie xoxo
monophobia
(n) the fear of being alone.
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how she lost herself. billie eilish.
Fanfictionshe slowly was losing herself without realising. she also lost a few people along the way but that's okay. lowercase intended.
