you know i think i'm getting worse i don't know, i've been sleeping a lot so that's a sign hm.i mean it is just sleep right? it's nothing to be honest.
my phone buzzes next to me
billieboo: hey so how are u?
me: i'm okay? you?
billieboo: yeye im good u haven't came into school for like 2 days idk what's wrong?
me: nothing i'm fine
billieboo: okay then i guess i'll see u at school?
me: yeah feel free to wear my shirt again
billieboo: :/
fuck i should really change her contact name huh? i'm so what's the word? annoying?
hm i'd do anything, anything at all just to be in her arms but at the same time i wanna be in isaacs arms too.
i love billie and i don't know how i feel about isaac, maybe time will tell, well hopefully time will tell.
-angie xoxo
kalon
(n.) beauty that is more than skin-deep.
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how she lost herself. billie eilish.
Fanfictionshe slowly was losing herself without realising. she also lost a few people along the way but that's okay. lowercase intended.