My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark

All entries from 2005

2005:

Entry #1:

Dear Diary,

My first year in high school as a freshman has just begun. I am currently in Diamond Bar High in California. I managed to make a few friends here. Some people were even kind enough to help the new freshmen, that includes me, around the school. I'm hoping my future is bright.

Sincerely yours,

Patrick Stump

Entry #2:

Dear Diary,

It's me again. It's been a month and I already have so much work to do. Funny on how it runs by so fast, huh? Also, we got 2 transfer students. They're both Lithuanian. I heard their names were Gavrilo & Gabriella Tomonis. They were twins. Gavrilo is so cute & I think I might ask him out at some point. I'm gay and I haven't come out of the closet. Yet. I'm afraid that if I do, I'll somehow be criticized for it. This fear is honestly understandable for anybody, who is still in the closet. Thankfully, nothing bad is happening for right now. I got support & love from my friends from middle school. Some of them are attending this school with me. Anyway, gotta go. A big assignment is coming up. See you!

Sincerely yours,

Patrick Stump

Entry #3:

Dear Diary,

I just found out a rumor about some of the students being homophobic. But there is one I keep hearing the most about. Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz III, or just simply Pete Wentz. But nonetheless, I need to steer clear of him. No one knows much about him honestly.

But in other news, the play is going to be 'Dracula' by Bram Stoker. I'd audition but I don't think I have the skills for it. There's also Commentary Club. I heard that's a popular club as well. They mostly discuss drama that's been going around the school. There hasn't been much of it but it's not going to remain like that forever. I still haven't asked Gavrilo yet. I hope to do so soon.

Sincerely yours,

Patrick Stump

Entry #4:

Dear Diary,

Words cannot describe how happy I am. Gavrilo, today during lunch, actually touched. How did that happen? Well, like in any cliched love story, we bumped into each other, dropped our things and helped each other pick up our stuff. I don't really want him to know of my feelings just yet, as I don't feel very comfortable enough, despite the support I received. He also introduced me to some of his friends. I met Keanu Reeves, Tom Cruise, Ryan Ross, Andy Hurley, David Mazouz, & Gavrilo's twin sister Gabriella.

Oh my gods! Where do I begin with the introductions? Keanu and Ryan are pretty chill and down-to-earth guys, hardly ever get into arguments, & they are both pretty supportive. Tom's a pretty energetic guy. I heard Tom was a pretty fierce debater. Damn, don't want to mess with someone like that. He was on our school's debate team and was planning trying out for the jock team. Andy, unlike Tom, actually was on the jock team. See, I actually heard a lot about this guy from my childhood best friend Joe. Joe and I still do keep in touch, even after I moved from Illinois to California. David was a pretty shy guy and I can't really blame him. I was like that too. And Gavrilo's sister Gabriella was such a sweetheart. She really does have a kind heart. I haven't asked Gavrilo out yet. I think Tom's pretty cute too, maybe I might ask him out instead if Gavrilo rejects me. I don't really know if either of them are gay. I better not get my hopes up too much.