{ON HOLD} Broken (Fieldtrip Story)

The Day Before

Peter's P.O.V.

It's thursday today, and the day before the fieldtrip. I'm not exactly handling it very well, much to the sadness of my friends. I'm trying. I really am. I just can't seem to get over him. And it has been months.

Wade's P.O.V.

"Peter? Peter!" I say, waving my hand in front of his face.

"What? Oh, I'm sorry babe" His eyes dart over my face, not really fixing on anything "What were you saying?"

I stand up, grab his hand and his bag in the other, and lead him out of the classroom. "I was saying that we were free to go. The bell rang 10 minutes ago" I laugh and set his bag down by my feet, not letting go of his hand when we reach my locker. I raise my eyebrows questioningly, holding up a candybar. He nods, a smile growing on his face. I hand him the candybar, which he gladly takes and opens.

I know it may not be the healthiest, but this way I can make sure he eats anything at all. I'm always there with dinner too, and lunch most of the time. And if I'm not there either MJ or Ned makes sure that he eats. He says he eats breakfast too, but I'm not sure that he does. As long as he doesn't notice I'm keeping an eye on him, it's fine. I'm not sure I'm ready for that conversation.

Peter got skinnier, mostly in the first month after Tony's death. He refused to eat most of the time, and all the crying and the lack of sleep didn't exactly help either.

I spot MJ and Ned standing next to Peter's locker, across the hall. So I pick up Peters bag again and lead my boyfriend to the two across the hall. Ned smiles when he sees that we are heading their way and greets us happily when we reach them a few moments later.

"Hey Ned" Peter greets his friend, having let go of my hand to open his locker. I hand him his bag, and flash MJ and Ned a talk later look. They both nod, knowing we need to talk about tomorrow, whether we like it or not.

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It's a few hours later, and Peter is sleeping. I silently take out my phone, texting MJ and Ned.

you; Hey guys, peter is sleeping. free to talk?

MJ; Yep

Ned; Same here, so what's the plan?

you; we're gonna play the Morgan card

Ned; ???

MJ; peter has a huge soft spot for her

you; exactly

Ned; So, how are we gonna bring her into the situation then?

MJ; and is Pepper okay with this?

you; It was actually Pepper's idea

you; hold on guys, peter is waking up

MJ; text us later

you; will do

Ned; bye dude

MJ; see ya

you; talk to you as soon as I calmed down Peter ;(

I put my hands on Peter's shoulders, holding him down. He's thrashing around, probably another nightmare, and kicking and hitting me in every place he can. I slowly start to stroke his hair softly knowing that it calms him down, and let out a sigh of relief when he stops hitting me a few moments later.

His eyes flutter open, tears pooling in his eyes. He opens his mouth a few times, but no words are coming out. I wrap him in my arms, just holding him.

"Shhh, babe. It's okay. I'm right here"

A/N; Guys, I'm so sorry it's so short. I'm sick and I can't get myself to add anything to this. Luckily I had written this earlier this week, so I'm able to at least put something up for you guys this week.

I'm really sorry, but that also means that there will be no speechless update this week :( I just know it'll be thrash and I don't want to give you guys an awful update...

I'll make it up to you next week with 2 extra long chapters <3

Question real quick: any requests for a one-shots book I'm planning on making? It can be anything you like!

Lots of love and sorry again,

-R <3