Wings

Chapter 5~ Something serious

Chapter 5~ Something serious

My already teary eyes flared open. Everything hurt, mentally and physically. Salty tears rolled down my cheeks, dripping onto the cold, hard floor underneath me. I curled up into a ball and started sobbing. God, I'm so pathetic.

~Timeskip~

I must've fallen asleep… I was still laying on the floor, curled up into a ball, right next to my bed. As usual my phone was on my nightstand. I grabbed it. As soon as I unlocked it, it flooded with notifications. People trying to call me, missed messages and texts, concerned tweets and replies from fans. I opened a few of them. Nothing too important. A sigh escaped my mouth. I finally got up from the floor, and without even checking the time I went downstairs to feed Rocco and take him for a walk. Everything still hurt. I could feel it when I was walking. But I just pulled through.

I was glad to be back home. Finally I could crash down on the couch, maybe watch a movie, or a tv show, but most importantly I could forget about my pain, and about my awful dream- er, nightmare.

I couldn't focus on the movie I had put on earlier. I was lost in thoughts. Did my best friends really think of me that way? Or was it just my mind playing games? Do they really think I am weak? Would they still want to be friends with me when they find out about my wing? I wanted nothing more but to have an answer to these questions. So I unlocked my phone again, and went to a group chat named "The Trio". It's a group chat Darryl, Vincent and I are in. My fingers hovered above the digital keyboard. What should I type? Or should I even type something at all? Do I even want the hear the answers to my questions? Of course, I was afraid of them, but I also wanted to just tell someone, so, so badly. I wanted someone I could vent to, you could say. But were my two best friends really the right people for that? I tried to clear my mind. I tried to come to a solution for my problem. It took my long to find it.

Skeppy💎
Sent 2:39 pm
hey ping spoofers, theres something really important i need to tell you, and its very serious.

Skeppy💎
Sent 2:40 pm
ive been struggling with this for a while now. and i keep having nightmares about it. i cant get my mind off it. i cant fly. i know, it sound really pathetic, and it is, but please dont make fun of me ok? i hope you guys still want to be my friends…

Yes, that sounded great. Did it? Yes, well, maybe not, but it's too late now. The message has been sent, now I just have to wait for a reply…

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A/n: So right after making the non-chapter I got a sudden burst of inspiration and made chapter 5 and 6 :'). I'll upload chapter 6 tomorrow and I'm taking a break from writing today, so chapter 7 may come later. I'll be deleting the non-chapter soon

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