Second Love (BenEarth)

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Earth's POV

Mid term exams are around the corner. And it made us more busy.
I am the one who said to Dome not to miss out any lunch group. But i am the one who missed it.
Not even the kings can make me. I am studying.

Two days had passed.
I went to my dorm early, i am so tired. Of the studies. 4pm. I curled up in my bed and sleep.

"I miss you" am i dreaming?
I can feel his embrace and kissees on my neck.
"Ben" i moaned i wake up form my moan. I gasp for air.

But..

I can feel kisses and i am still embraced i turned around and pushed him. I know it is Ben but he has no right!

I sit up. And he followed he leaned on me.

"I am sorry." He said.
"My phone was swapped with my classmate. I needed Pavel's help to get it. And i saw your messeges. I tried to call you yesterday but i did not find you, even the angels cursed me. I am sorry."

His grip on my waist is so strong.

"Babe, speak to me."

"But you did not bother to come to me?" I said.
"You asked everyone to check on me and you never did it yourself."

"I am sorry" he just said.

"Sorry! ignoring me for three days and sorry!" My voice raised.

"Babe, i was so busy."

"Yeah, so busy even for me. Good night then and go back to your busyness." I said and lied down covered my head with my douvet.

"Earth, i thought you understand, because you where also busy." He said embracing me.

"I only get myself busy, because you where busy." I said.

"I don't know how to fix this, when it comes to you, i suck!" He wisphered.

I closed my eyes and let some tears fall. Then i wiped it. Yeah i think i need to understand the situation right now.
I removed the douvet that covers my head and turned myself to him.

I see tears, i reached his face and wipped it.
He smiles as kiss my hand.

"I am really sorry." I felt pain in his voice and feel something is wrong.
I moved closer to him and kiss his lips.
I miss him so much

He embraced me .
"I am loosing my confidence. I saw handsome capable and rich guys who wants to chase you."

I was frozen, i never thought people would do that, in our college i am used to be teased cute, and asked for my number, but him telling me this. Brings back the chills in me.

"Babe, please i can't afford to loose you i love you so much." He said crying.

"I almost lost it also, the night i was walking under the rain, i forget i have you." I said

"I am sorry, i am so sorry." He cupped my face and kissed me.
"Stop being naughty please.stop playing around."

"Hey i am not flirting" i scolded him.

He smirked.
"I miss you.."  he kissed me deeply. I moaned, his kiss travels all over my face and neck and shoulders.

I stopped him.
He looked at me disapointed.

"What time is it?" I asked. I looked at my desk clock. 6pm.
"I am late." I said and pushed him

"For what?" He asked.

"My date." I said.

"What i thought you said you are not flirting!" He shouted
"I will not let you!" He added.