X1 Imagines

Seungwoo {Angst}

A/n: I've always wanted to write some sad story... And here it is... I was kinda felt sad today...

Seungwoo's Pov:

Me and Y/n, weve been together for 3 yrs. Since I got debut as a Victon member and now I'm already debut again.

Since the show starts she wasn't clearly by my side lately and her only excuse that she was busy for her work?

Sometimes I don't know? What's got into her lately and every day, when I visit our house she wasn't there? I mean yeah she's on a work? But she's always late?

I know that she's always busy and she doesn't have spare time for me? I know I do that to her before? But I changed. And now she's the one who replaced it.

It was night time and I was at our shared bed, it's 11:30 pm? " she's late again? -" someone is knocking on the door?

I open it and it's her, I was about to scold her, but she passed by me? " hey? Aren't you going to say something to me? " I said and she look at me, she looks tired.

" oh... I'm sorry... It's just - "

" Y/n? How on earth we will going to fix this? Your always late at night? And sometimes you always smell alcohol? Are you with someone else? " I grab her shoulder's length and she look at me.

You: " can we talk about this in the morning? "

Sw: " morning? And when I wake up? You weren't my side? "

She pulled my hand off to her shoulder and I felt that she's hiding something? - wait? What's that!?

I pulled her arm and remove her jacket. I saw a mark on her neck!?

" what's this!? Why on earth you have that in your neck!? Are you cheating on me??! " I was angry and sad. I walk away and she pulled my arms.

" please!? It's not what you think of it!? Seungwoo?! " she pleaded.

" I can't believe this!? Everyday? Every night!? I always worrying you everyday!? Y/n? You know how much I love you? This is what you were giving to our relationship? " I told her what I feel?! What is burden to my chest!?

" Seungwoo! Just listen to me!? " she kneeled down at me and I walk out by her. I grab my bag and phone.

" I'm sick of it!? Y/n? You don't have to explain to me! Because it's already there!? " I shout her and slam the door.

I grab a taxi and started to cry, why she did this to me? I gave her everything my life and my heart. And this is what she's repaying for?

I went to my dorm and I can't even talk to them face to face.

Y/n Pov:

Why did he think I would cheat on him?

I wanted to tell him... That I have skin disorder... And it's on stage four cancer...

This sickness has me for a year... I was so scared to tell this to him and my parents...

But it was too late to tell him... I wanted to apologize to him, before I leave... From this world...

Seungwoo's Pov:

I can't even sleep... Y/n can't stop calling phone since I left. I felt strange?

I think something's wrong?

" SEUNGWOO HYUNG!?!! " The boys were shouting at the living room? I ran down stairs and what's the problem?

There were police officer? " are you Han Seungwoo? " the officer said while giving me a plastic bag and it's Y/n phone!?

" this is my girlfriend? Phone? Why there are blood in it!? What happened to her!?!! " I grab his neck.

" sir!? Y/n found dead at your house, last night... " The officer said and I push him away. " N-no!? S-she can't!? " I fell down in the floor and started to cry...

I look through my phone, that she needs my help? I cried how dumb I am, not answering her... It's all my fault...

" last night... Somebody break down the door's and shot Y/n in the chest and good thing she called us right away, to catch the criminal... But we're sorry we didn't save her life... " he said and went outside...

The boys comfort me, " hyung I'm sorry for your lost... " Dongpyo said and all of them were worried, I stand up to see Y/n...

I home and saw the place, it turn a disaster since I left... If I didn't leave that night? She will still be alive today... I wanted to say sorry, about the fight but it's too late to say that...

I walk by and saw a strange letter... I took the letter and read it at the living room...

" Seungwoo...

I know that your mad at me... Because I wasn't by your side all the time... I wanted to be honest with you all the time...

But I don't have the courage to tell you that... I have a Cancer... And I won't be live anymore...

I want to tell you! But I don't want to pressure your work as an idol... Seungwoo i would never cheated on you. Because I love you... The more I love you, the more that I was hurt?

Because someday I'll never be your side... And that's the thing? I don't want to leave you?

Last 5 month... I was vomiting and then, I check up on my doctor that I was three months pregnant. But it didn't work out... Because of my illness...

That was the time I started to get away from you... From how stupid I am? The life that, I wanted to give you is a family our own? But I can't...

I'm sorry for everything not telling you this so soon... And please don't burden yourself to me that I'm gone... Seungwoo~ I always love you... And I will never forget you...

Love Y/n... "

She... No... I started to cry and cry.... Y/n... I'm sorry for misunderstood you for so long... I didn't know? Or anything like this? I'm sorry...