After another hour of silence, Hiccup heard a roar and how something flys right towards him. ,,Cloudjumper! Watch out!'' Hiccup was fo a moment surprised, but fell soon again into his emotionless existence.
His mother wasn't special. She avoided him. She avoided him just when he needed her the most. She landed Cloudjumper or better said Cloudjumper landed with Valka on his back right behind him.
,,Sorry Hiccup! I don't know what's gotten into him today- wait.... Did you climb up here all by yourself?'', Valka said. ,,...Yes!'', Hiccup answered. ,,But... where's Toothless?''
That was when Hiccup's concentration broke: ,,YOU'VE BEEN AVOIDING ME SINCE DAD WAS KILLED! WHY. DO. YOU. CARE. ALL. OF. SUDDEN?!'' ,,I'm so sorry Hiccup... It's still... hard... to be-'' ,,TO BE WHAT? IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO BE HUMAN?!''
,,Hiccup...? Are you... okay?'' ,,I... I... I....'' ,,Where's Toothless?''
,,I told him to go away...'' ,,Please speak to me son! I'll do my best do get better! I'm so sorry... but I guess we really avoided each other...'' Hiccup sighed. ,,Please speak to me son...'' ,,I can't sleep! That's it!'' ,,What?''
,,The last time, I actually slept without having nightmares or struggels to enter them, was the day before dad... I see him die! Again and again and again... Everytime I close my eyes... I see Toothless killing him! I know it's not his fault. It's mine! If I just killed him when I found him in the woods! I'd be a dragonkiller, I'd have my fathers appreciation, i'd... I can't stand it anymore... I'm sorry mum... I didn't mean what I said just before... I was upset and-''
,,Don't worry! I don't blame you, kid... I want to help you! Is there anything you know how I could help you Hiccup?''
,,Hold me - please?''
Valka nodded and hugged Hiccup as tight as possible but not hurting him. ,,I'm here for you my son!'', said Valka sincerely.
This was the moment, when Hiccups wall broke the first time since months.
Suddenly, Hiccup, Valka and Cloudjumper heard something! They turned around and saw toothless climbing Cloudjumpers back. He pressed himself with a scared facial expression against Hiccup and cuddled with him.
,,He's afraid of loosing you son! Looks like he didn't go too far before he decided to go back protecting you!'', Hiccups mother explained while Hiccup cuddled against the Night Fury and said: ,,I thought about helping the other rebuilding the village *yawn*''
,,First of all you are going to go to bed and get some rest. You need it! I see the bags under your eyes my beautiful son! Go to sleep... I'll go with you home and take care of you... just doing something to make at least a little bit of our missed time up. Come my son. We'll go home... Will you?'' ,,...ok...''
Valka hugged Hiccup and Cloudjumper helped the fully exhausted young Viking off the rock on toothless' back. Like this, they went back to berk
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Learn to fly again // httyd - hiccstrid ff //
FanfictionHiccups father passed away when toothless shot him with a plasma blast while he was controlled by Dragos Alpha. Everyone thought hiccup's okay but what they don't know is that hiccup's shock faded after a few days of the fight... Plays 2 months afte...
