With you

Chapter 1

Amelia's POV
     When I think of everything that has happened in my life I feel unbearable pains.i start having panic attacks.imagine waking up one morning to find out your whole life is a lie.yes I know exactly how you feel because 21 years of my life was nothing but lies.

I can feel the tears threatening to roll down my cheeks but I take deep breaths ,wipe the little tears that already escaped from my eyes and stand up.

I refuse to start my morning miserable it's not like my life is any better but still I need to  start my day.

  I mentally thank God for today because I don't have to go to work though it's Saturday.i go to work everyday except from Sundays. sometimes,I go to my place of work when there is an emergency but today is an exception because my boss,Ryan gave birth today.it's so lovely how he considers both of them pregnant.

Unfortunately,I just hope they stay together forever and hide no secrets from their kids that could destroy their family like mine.

Anyways, I'm so happy I'm home at least .i pick up my phone from the bed to look at the time and I sigh because I forgot to charge my phone. I went to the kitchen to search for the honey I have left so I could exfoliate my face.

Now I'm looking through my phone scrolling through Instagram seeing fake asses and lives,relationship updates and so on.

       I decided to go through my WhatsApp to view statuses then stopped when I see my friend Cassie with her family looking good with bright smiles on their faces.i feel a little ache in my heart yes I'm jealous.i wish it was my family and I.i shrugged then put my phone back because I don't want to get emotional now I promised myself to have a good day today because I haven't had a break in God knows when.I hear a beep and see it's from my phone alarming me about my battery that is critically low then I remembered that I actually do have a power bank.Doing a happy dance I ran to get it because I didn't like it when my phone goes off completely.

Touching my face I remember there is honey scrub still on my face.what is with me and forgetting ughh...mentally face palming myself I went to wash it off and do my morning routines.

      I feel so refreshed and sexy now I'm done having a cool bath and having exfoliated.Grinning I went to look for what to eat damn I'm feeling so hungry all of a sudden.looking through what I have my face fell because there was literally nothing i had left apart from rice and stew,juice,milk and fruit .taking an apple i started chewing gaining a little strength i decided to heat up the rice .after eating I felt relieved and even better.

I went to do the dishes yes I like keeping my environment clean and no I don't have OCD(obsessive compulsory disorder)but seeing everywhere neat is satisfying.

After I'm done with everything I see it's already 12 wow I didn't know I wasted so much time.anyways I picked up a book to read eventually I got tired then realized sleeping would do me good.

I woke up to my phone ringing I groaned,checked who was calling and Cassie was showed on display.sighing,I picked up.

     Cassie:hey babe, how are you doing? Is everything okay.what are you doing? Have you eaten ? I have got a plan for us today

     rolling my eyes ofcourse typical Cassandra.bombdarding me with questions.she wouldn't even let me answer one.then I answered grumpily.

     Me:Right you can't even let me answer one at a time

     Cassie:shut up!! Girl are you still sleeping?get yo ass up I'm coming over now.

     Me:Cassie I need to sleep I'm tired .i haven't gotten a break in a while.please I'll talk to you later okay.i promise to call you b

      Cassie:okay okay if you fail to call me I won't talk to you ever again bye I love you.

       Me:I promised okay? Byeee b!

  Sureee again with her empty threats but who am I not to call her later.i feel my eyelids getting heavy then I fell into darkness.