Dear Friends,
Someday the break through will come. That day when you realize there is more to life and that you are willing to live it....but it won't be easy, it never was so why would it now? Only because you have changed the way you think/see life? It doesn't change the fact that it will be hard and it will still be a challenge. Your still going to go through hell.
The pain will come back, the thoughts will come back, everything will come back and it will make you feel weak, alone, empty, scared, vulerable, helpless but that won't change the fact that you are going to move on. It's hard to move on from something like this. It will forever be with you. It depends on how you see your scars. Don't be embrassed about your scars. Ignore the stares and the rumors and the way they look at you because the only person who you should worry about is YOU. The only judgement you should worry about is YOURS. It takes so much to admit to yourself that you are worth it, that your beautiful. It takes so much to say "I trust myself and I like who am" How many times have you told yourself that? why haven't you?
You don't believe it, do you? You won't believe it coming out of you so why wait for someone to tell you, if your just not going to listen. I'm not trying to sound like a bitch and say that no one else matters. Maybe the reason your moving on is because of someone special. It's always good to have someone by your side. It's not easy doing it on your own, but in a way you are because only you know how you truley are. You know what triggers you, what bothers you, what leads you to the sting. Don't wait for someone to save you. Your fighting for yourself!
Moving on is always the hardest part. You will never forget but don't let it over cloud your mind. It will take time. Time that you will learn that you are worthy, beautiful, and strong. But it's not impossible. Stay strong!
Writing this helped me distract myself, but there is nothing more to it. I do really hope that for those of you who do self harm stay strong. I know it's hard and I know people hate it they tell you to stop or to let go because you can't. I feel like such a hypocrite when I write these sometimes because I want people to know that they are worth it, when I don't even like who I am. But I do really, really hope that you find that Strength in you to move on. It's never to late!
BrokenHearted Unseen
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Hidden Letters
Short StoryLetters, Notes whatever you want to call them. This will repeat the same message or sound the same..by that I mean a lot or most of the letters are about self harm in my own thoughts.
