Toot it and Boot it

5 ♓

Pisces

I quickly made a run for my car before Kaz could get up from last night festivities. True enough my legs sore as a bitch I couldnt be there when he woke up in my bed. Alone.

He would be pissed but I just couldnt do it. I couldnt wake up next to someone. Thats not me. Yes , maybe I do like him. but thats all it ever will be.

I backed my BMW out the driveway. "Call chasity"  My bluetooth automatically dialed her number. She answered on the second ring.

" Hello " she yawned in to the phone. I heard some shuffle in her background.
" Bitch! -" I filled her in on what happened yesterday after I dropped her off.

She got on to me about smashing and dashing from my own house. I knew it was wrong. Chas made me feel so bad about leaving that I headed back home to him.

When I got there he was in the livingroom with his feet propped on my table watching the game highlights. I peeked my head around the corner to watch him from afar. His face was red and balled up. Kaz was pissed.

" Brang yo ass on round the corner P " My feet dragged along my wooden floor  as I walked over to the chair he was sitting on.

I looked down at my hands , he was the only person who I legit wanted to leave alone yet couldnt. " Look kaz - "

" Save it P " He turned off my tv and stood to leave the room " All imma say is. I was deadass feelin you ma. You kno the type of work I do, people I associate with and shit like dat. We both the type of muhfukas that dont get attached, We been doin this shit fa months nie. I cut everybody off, while you was still doin you. Youn wanna be with me cool dats fine but from hea on out , im done tryna get witchu. I ain finna chase nan bitch." Kaz tossed the remote on the chair. Shook his head at me and left the living room.

I sat there with tears in my eyes never letting them fall as I heard him get his stuff from my room, then dipped. A bitch was truly hurt. I wanted to stop him in his tracks and beg him not to go. I just couldnt bring myself to do it.

I wiped my tear away then stood up from the couch. Running my hands down my thighs to calm my nerves , I headed up to my room to get some much needed rest.

It was late in the afternoon when my body was finished resting. Putting my arms above my head I stretched all my kinks out. My legs were still a bit sore so I decided to take me a bubble bath. After adding all the salts and scrubs needed . I stepped into the bath. Bubbles clung my body once I sat down and got comfortable.

While relaxing all I could do was think about Kaz. When we first met months ago he was & is the hottest thing poppin in LA. He ran the biggest cartel known to man. That night he walked into fantasy he instantly had that connection. I was down to fuck just like he was. We swopped numbers then met up after my shift to do the damn the damn thing.

Just like any other nigga he hit me up the next day askin bout my plans. So I decided to entertain his ass. Before I knew it we was fucking again that afternoon , twice turned to 6 , six turned to much more. He was like a drug.

I told him from the get go, Im not the type of bitch to catch feelings. and he understood cause he still had his bitches on the side as well. So we was good for the most part.

I didnt know he stopped fuckin with them , & only fucked with me. Kaz only told me he was feeling me and pursued me any chance he got. We still fucked like rabbits with no problems tho. He was always a mean , ruthless ass nigga with everyone else. But with me i did see a soft spot. Did i take advantage? No. Did I still ride his dick with no remorse ? Yes.

My muscles felt more relaxed so I was ready to shower, I washed the sadness & despair off of me then got out feeling much better overall. Sighing I dried off my body then lathered my skin in lotion.

When I checked my phone. I had all such of thirst texts when i finally checked my messages. I scrolled all the way down to the bottom to see if I had a text from a special someone. My heart sank when I realized he aint even reach out to me. Ion get why im so upset when thats what I wanted , right?

Fuck it im not about to beat myself up about it. It is what it is. It was early , but I decided to get ready for work just to have something to do. I took my time doing my make up in a soft beat. I rolled on my last layer of glossed and rubbed my lips together to blend it in.

I paced around my room to make sure I had everything needed. When I was satisfied I left making sure to get my bags and accessories.

When I got to fantasy it was already packed so I had to take the back way in. When I got to the locker room bitches were mean mugging and eye rollin but ion give a damn. " Hoe " I heard someone whisper as I walked by. I laughed " Bitch Im a proud one , and ya man like it" I flipped my weave and left they miserable asses standing there. I made it to my station. Plugged up my curling wands & waited for them to heat up. When they were ready I did some loose curls to compliment my face, & touched up my make up before first act was called.

" Hey girl " Chasity said walking up next to me checking myself out in the mirror. I was putting on my outfit for finishing touches. We chatted for a while before the bell rang letting us know we had 2 minutes.

I slid on my heels as  walked to the door waiting for the call. " there is something you should know. " Chas said from behind me.

" yeah wassup ?' I asked adjusting my jewelry so it wouldnt fall while i was on the pole.

" Kaz is here, and he is not alone "

I looked back at her to make sure I heard her straight. She looked back at me with regret in her eyes cause she knew that this would affect me in the worse way. Kaz? here? With a Bitch? The Dj announced first act, I was more than ready. I was finna show my ass out this bitch.

Edited Somewhat 🥵.