Toot it and Boot it

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Author's Note :

Jordan Hames  - Kaz
2019 love Island Contestant * I own no copy-rights *

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Pisces

I tossed the small shot glass of henny back. I winced in pain as it burned the hell outta my throat. Fantasy wasnt all that packed tonight so I had a little time to myself on the clock. " Girl you dont need no more to drink, You got a ride home?' Daisy our club bartender asked while she wiped down the bar. She was right. I had been drinking since yesterday afternoon. It helps coped with the pain. I admit it. It was fucked up fo me to play with Kaz feelings. I wanted to make things right, to say fuck it & give it a try.

" She got a ride preciate it " I rolled my eyes hard as fuck at the sound of his voice. I turned the bar stool around and hoped off. " oooh shit " I said tryna gain balance.

" P " He called out to me but I waved him off.He was the last person I wanted to see. Hell he shouldve took the hint when I sunt his ass to voicemail over and over.

I limped out the club not even bothering letting anyone know I was leaving. My bed was calling my name. I fumbled with my keys as kaz followed behind me. " L-leave" I hiccuped "Leave me alone" I unlocked my car and got inside.

My head hurt from the all of a sudden rush.All of my contents came spilling all over my steeringwheel . I gagged as more and more came up. I even tried leaning out the car but no no avail that shit got everywhere. "oh-no" i whimpered, I started crying at the fact that I cant control anything.

Kaz scrunched his nose up as he help me get out the car. He picked me up bridal style and put me on the passenger side of  his truck "yo ass better not throw up in my shit"

" S-shut up " I moaned as he closed the side door. I placed my head on the cold window glass. I watched him pull out his phone to make a call. He hung almost two minutes later , jogged around the front of the truck then hopped in.

He cranked up , shifted the gear and pulled out the club parking lot. I watched him drive. The way he held the steering wheel turned me on.

He blasted the air and cut on some music. " Whatchu was thinkin when you was in dea drinking ya ass off p " He turned the turning light on and came to a stop.

I hiccuped " Yo stupid ass, how could you? How could you give my dick awayyy" I sniffled as he looked at me crazy.

" P I can explain "

"  Dont explain shit to me! I was comin over to apologize to yo - " I hiccuped "Yo stupid ass c-cause I like you"

I rambled on about how much I cared. What was really on my heart. He didnt even interrupt me he just let me talk. I ended up dosing off in the end.

When I awoke the next morning. I had a hell of a headache. " Yo ass finally up " I winced in pain " shut up nigga " my face fell flat against the pillow. What the fuck happened, how the fuck did i get home.

Gaining the strength I sat up in bed.  I waited a minute for all the room spinning to stop. Kaz had left to go get something im guessing. Ion even know why his ass here. I must have been sitting there staring in space for a while , kaz walked back in with a glass of water and tylenol. " here sick ass "

I grabbed the glass tossed the pill back then drowned it with water. " the fuck is you doin here kaz "

" Mane im here tryna make sure u straight shouldnt dat count for some?" he sat the the edge of the bed. " Do you remember what you said last night "

I thought hard about it. It came back in flashes me drinking at the bar, me leaving the club. Then I remebered me throwing up and him driving while i told him what I really didnt want him to know. I gasped but immediately shut my mouth. I looked up seein he was sizing me up " No i dont remember " I cleared my throat as I tried to get out of bed.

" Ight den" he said unlocking his phone. I was almost to the bathroom when I noticed it. A blood trail down my leg "K-kaz?!' He rushed over me. I hunched over in the mild pain that was coming from my stomach.

" Make it stop " I cried out as he helped me in the bathroom. The blood was dripping faster now. " Shit P yo act like a nigga can stick a hand up ya ass and shut it off, shit relax!'

I wanted to say something smart. Yet I couldnt I was losing focus fast. I could hear was him calling my name to keep my eyes open. It was hard to stay conscious.

The light from the hospital room woke me from the darkness that sucked me in. I squinted my eyes as I looked around the room. Yep, im at the hospital. What shocked me the most was Kaz was in the chair asleep snoring. " Kaz" My voice were hoarse. It was enough to cause him to stir in his sleep. He peeked is his eye opened & noticed I was awake. " P , you ight?' he got up and dapped his way over to the side of the bed. He alerted the nurse while we waited we talked a little.

' Im a tough nigga no doubt but yo lil ass scared the fuck outta me " His smile is what caught me off gaurd. It my my heart swell.

I sound so damn sappy.  " Im ight , wea the doctor at im ready to go home."

As if on cue he walked in with my folder. He was an indian man. Short with stubby hands. Glasses. Black wavy hair hair oh & a greasy beard. "Ms.Monroe - You had a light blood clot due to your birthcontrol. We have removed it for safety pre-caution. On a good note youre good to go"

He handed me the clip board to sign my release-form. We had got discharged & was ready to go. Kaz had helped me along the way by buying me food. Then getting me settled back home. He had cleaned and everything. My heart tugged at the thought of becoming a couple. Maybe I should give in but something. Something was holding me back from saying yes.

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