Toot it and Boot it

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Pisces ( Kaysia Monroe )

I cried into my pillow as Kaz banged on my door. My ass didnt have the energy to move from my bed. as last night memories played through my head.

- " hiv? my stomach turned at the thought. Kaz? HIV? hell naw. He didnt even reply to chas. he just hung up the phone. and didnt even bother looking at me. Its like he could feel me burning a hole in the side of his head. " Its ya birthday ma. Im not go let that bitch ruin it like she ruined everything, " he took a deep breath " all imma say is this, yes I slept with that crazy bitch. Kaysia I promise it was always with a condom .."

I believed him. but I didnt want to be wrong either. Me putting my faith in people has put me in tough situations in the past. This shit here is playing with my life. His hard knocks made me jump under the covers. I cleared my throat then rose out of bed to go let him in.

I unlocked it then walked back towards my bed. I heard him walk in behind me and lock my door. His cologne smelled so nice from afar. No matter what he made sure he smelled good.

We walked inside my room. He walked to the other side and I got in on my side while pulling the covers over me. We sat in silence for a while before he said anything. " I went to get tested this morning kaysia "

My heart skipped a beat at the sound of my name coming out of his mouth. It was foreign. I sat up from under the cover to atleast be respectful. I knew I looked a mess. " why are you crying ma? "

I explained my worries , thoughts and concerns. If he is sick, then there cant be no us. He held my hand and listened. He cleared his throat. " when this shit over, we getting married."

I snatched my hand away from him, cause married? tf? He held his hand up asking me to let him explain. " - I mean why not. We done been through some shit together ma. I have been knew you was the one but you had some growing up to do and so did I. We did that. I'll go through hell and back witchu. " and he left it at that.

Kaz had got a call from his boys for him to stop through his cousin was in town. He told me he will be back later if I'm comfortable with it.

When he left I got out to bed to clean and get myself together. Being in this apartment made me lowkey depressed so I decided to step out.

CLUB FANTASY

was lit up in bright lights like it usually would be around this time. I pulled up in the parking lot & shut my car off. I looked around the empty parking lot. Normally it would be busy around this time. I looked at my watch just to be sure ..9:45. Maybe they having a meeting or some.

I wasn't all that dressed. My clothes were comfortable & besides, I didn't want to come in and start anything.

The old metal door creaked as I pulled it open. I walked the familiar, dark, stank halls until I reached the dressing room. I took a deep breath before walking in. The ladies were doing the normal routine, all talking stopped once they realized I waled in.  " hey ladies "

Some of em nodded some of them scoffed. Damn they ass still act like they too damn good. I cleared my throat to gain their attention again " Listen - um .. I know when I was here, I wasnt the nicest person."

" ya damn right I heard someone say." I rolled my eyes at the comment and continued. " On a serious note, I came to apologize. If i had hurt you or what you had going on in any type of way. Yall might not believe me or might not care & thats fine. I have grown up ladies. Im  not that girl anymore. "

I left the ladies to finished getting dressed . I actually meant what I said. I turned a new leaf. Positive vibes only. " Pisces?" my old manager walked up to me . I stuck out my hand , he shook it. " Oh so you too good for us now? "

" Naw I aint better than nobody. Hows business " I asked changing subject.

He motioned for me to follow me behind him into his office. I waited for him to walk around his desk before I sat down in front of him. Ion trust this nigga. "  I still can trust you right? He asked going through his cabinets taking out files.

" Fosho " he nodded and took everything out.

" Im in bad shape, losing business - " he explained. The more he talked the more I was intrested in taking it from him. I knew exactly what I was go do with it.

" Ill buy it " I shrugged. He looked at me like I had two heads. Yeah it needed repairs , pipes , paint .. hell everything but im willing to do it. He didnt seem too convinced so I named a price " 1 mill , thats the best offer you going to get. "

He knew it wasnt worth it with all this shit going on so he hopped on it before I changed my mind. " deal "

I gave him my number so we could talk business. Ill have that money by next week all he have to do is get legal papers and the damn title.