Toot it and Boot it

8 ♓

Pisces

" Yall fucked? " chas raise her eyebrow at me. Kaz & I had been spending time with each other since me whole ordeal.
He made sure I was straight. After work he came straight over.

" Girl no , I aint been having sex like that for real anymore. " Now that I think about it. I really havent. I lowkey feel good about it cause I think I had a problem honestly.  But with the way kaz been walking round looking all good & shid made it hard for ya girl.

" Well shit thats good.  He go change you fasho .. " We chatted up for a while before she had to leave to go get ready for work. Me on the other hand was lowkey getting bored of fantasy. Its annoying the hell outta me.

I got up & began straightening the house since I had literally nothing else to do. I didnt feel like going anywhere and if you wasnt Kaz or Chas aint feel like chillen witchu , Kickin witchu, Skatin witchu or nun of that.

Of course dudes been hittin me up , but like I said I aint been in the mood for a random fuck. I was actually okay for the moment. By the time Kaz walked in it was 3pm & i was laying on the chair watching Empire,

He locked the door behind him self then disappeared upstairs to take a shower. Empire was showing my favorite episode where Jamal came out at that party in front of everybody. So I wasnt in no rush for kaz to come in anyways.

The ending credits were flashed across the screen when he popped his head around the corner. " You ate P?'  He walked inside , then sat next to me.

Nodding my head yeah. He got comfortable by laying back & lighting his black. For some reason us being this close gave me butterflies. Kaz made me so nervous.

The first time I felt them shits in highschool  I went with it thinking that nigga was the one, turns out he wasnt the one two or three. " Whats on ya mind ? '

I looked up at him then blushed "Nothing" He knew I was lying but he let it slide. So instead he said " How come youn wanna get ta know nobody. Why ya heart so closed off?'

Why the fuck is he asking me all these questions and shits. " You must be a opp with all these questions - OW ! ' I swotted his hand away from my thigh & rubbed the area he just pinched me at.

" Stop playin wimmie, Im deadass tryna understand yo stupid ass " I snatched my leg back just before he could pinch it again.

" Fine, I have been hurt before Kaz. Believe it or not I used to be all for relationships but hell I got shitted in the end"  I felt myself getting angry at myself for letting niggas play me like dat.

" Well shit I done had mines too P " He confessed.

"Did you cheat?"

" No, I shouldve though the bitch fucked my cousin "

Damn thats fucked up. Bitches grimey fasho. " I think im over this fast life "  I was tired of the random niggas, I was tired of bitches always wanting to beef about these dingy ass niggas . A bitch was just tired period.

" Imma fuck witcha regardless, Do whats best fa you P " He pulled my feet from under me then placed them on his lap.

The rest of the day went by without much happening except for him being here with me occasionally making jokes. I was feeling way better than I was a few days ago so I convinced him ill be okay. It took a while but he finally grabbed his few shirts or whatever then left.

Yeah I felt it was best being that I still was unsure about anything when it came to him or us. I dont want to hurt him. & I damn sure dont want him to hurt me.

SHORT , Boring I know .. Just a filler