Toot it and Boot it

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Kaz

I hit ignore for the 10th time inna row on Chas. This broad has been texting & calling me non stop since I left ha ass at that hotel standing there looking stupid. Im not even go front. My ass was looking stupid too. Seeing P was like seeing a ghost or sum shit. I never expected ha to just pop up like dat. I feel guilty as fuck. I know fucking chas was a bad move on my part. Hell both of ours.

Yeah P known chas for a minute but I knew her for a while before she had came into the picture. When I asked chas bout P she brushed that shit off like she ain't heard from her at all. I can admit I was weak at that moment. P had just lied to me. I was angry, a nigga was hurt. At that point chas was poppin up more than often. Wearning little to no clothes. When she through that pussy on me i took it. Do I regret it? hell yeah. Is it because of P showing  up ? na ..

After that first time we fucked shorty became crazy. I told her from the get I didnt want a relationship she said she was cool with that , what was done was done at that point. I fucked just for a nut.

When I found chas was being shady I cut ha ass off for good. She just shouldve been honest with me from the jump.

Phone ringed again, ' What man?!'  I snapped on the phone. This bitch aggy for real for real.

" Kaz , Im sorry baby. I miss you let me slide through & make it up too you" She cooed. I thought about the times we had sex. Overall she was ..okay. Chas was nutable. Just a enough to nut on thats it.

" Bitch is you crazy? Ion fuck with liars , you should no that shit " I laid back on my bed getting comfortable. She aint finna get on my damn nerves with this shit.

" Oh so now she back you acting funny? "

" Man bye fuck off my phone . " I hung up the phone for she could even reply.Chas was blowing my high. Im not havin that shit. Like I said it wasnt cause P came back but im not go tell her ass that since we all lying round here.

I texted P telling her to push up, she wasnt hearin that shit so I told her we can meet up somewhere for dessert on me. She didnt want to at first cause she dont want to move to fast. But a nigga used his talk game to make her give in.

I gotta outta bed , got dressed. Then grabbed my shit before I locked up my crib & left. When  I got there she was just pulling in. I found a spot, parked, got out then went to open her door for her.

She looked up at me with a smirk on her face. I pulled the door out giving her room to get out. P looked good in her creme wife beater , white thigh high boots with some dark blue fashion nova jeans that hugged ha ass just right. I aint go flex on ha. She looked nice. All natural.

" Witcho fine ass. " I teased walking next to her. She smiled then mugged me off. We got inside and asked for a booth for two. The short white woman led us to a booth by the window. I thanked her as she walked off.

It was a comfortble silence as we each looked over the dessert menu tryna decide what we wanted. Our waiter came by , took our drink request , orders then our menus. When we was alone again. I cleared my throat gaining her attention. " How is yo new job, them lil uppity niggas be tryn you or sum. "

" If they was? " She challenged me. No cap I would be pissed the fuck off. A nigga cant be too mad though. We done both fucked up.

" Why you forgave me, I know if you fucked my homie while I was gone yo ass would be dead right nie " I asked instead. It took her a minute to think about her answer, I can tell it did cause when she deep in thought she get a wrinkle in the middle of her nose. Ion even think she notice she do that shit.

" Well, it took a lot out of me to be able to even be across from you at this moment without smacking the shit out of you. hell the old me would have been did it." She rolled her eyes but continued "I needed that time from here. I actually growed. Ion give a damn if no one else see it. Im proud of myself. I went to school, got a job stayed true to myself. This fast life aint it for me anymore."

I believed her. Her whole vibe is just .. diffrent. She was loud & crazy when we first met. but now , now she was a young woman. This made me feel like shit even more. Cause if i was just a little more patient, then aint no telling where we would be. Then on the other hand. Ion deserve her. The shit i do I dont want her in the mix. Now im at a fuckin crossroads. Do I persue this shit or go let her live with best life with out me .