Toot it and Boot it

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Pisces

Am I wrong for wanting to actually persue a relationship with Kaz? I asked myself as I was finishing up my last task at work on this Friday evening, It was the 1st of february. Maning cool air, and winds in LA. Its the worst month of the winter. So i know I wont be going out no time soon. I was done within the next hou or so.. I logged off the computer. grabbed my things and left from behind the desk that I shared with Ruby. She was an intern here. So I showed her the ropes. Other than that it was a hey & bye relationship, if i can call it there.

I shivered from the cold as I got inside my jeep. Shit, I cursed I cranked up the car, then blasted the heater. I sat for minute until my body got warm. I got my purse from the passenger side & digged inside for my phone. When it powered on. All types of notifications popped up, emails, apps notification, snapchat,IG , facebook, missed calls and finally text messages. My mom had hit me up just to check on me to make sure i settled in well. and that things where okay. A few of my old coworkers hit me up also checking on me. Then a text from Kaz popped up asking me can we chill.

I actually sat there to think about it. Its been almost 2 weeks since we started hanging. We talked everyday. Well he did. I didnt know what to say. Kaz checked on me. Started the conversations.. everything. Like I said I been forgave him. But is it too early for me to let him in? Love waits for no one. I dont want to repeat the cycle of me waiting. So why not just do this shit. Whats the worst that can happen?

I texted him telling him he can come over to my house instead. I put my gear in drive, but as soon as I mashed the gas.  my car go to beeping letting me know something was wrong. I shifted back to park. And laid my forehead on the steering wheel. Now i got to get my black ass out in the cold to find out what it is. I said thinking tho myself .I wrapped my coat around me then got out praying that it was nothing serious.

It didnt take me long to figure out the problem as soon as I walked towards the back to the truck I noticed my tire completely flat on the ground. I dont understand how this shit possible when it was okay when I checked it this morning when I got here.

I pulled out my phone and called kaz letting him know to come get me. I explained the situation and gave him the address to me job. While I waited foe him to come I took the time to examine my tire. Lord knows I didnt want get my new slacks dirty but , a bitch had me fucked up.

The cold pavement digged into my skin creating small dimples. into the palm of my hand. I looked at the tired closely from top to bottom. then it stuck out. A pin was stuck in my tire. I felt myself getting heated cause i dont bother no fuckin body anymore. I got up off the ground then dusted my hands off. Kaz pulled up in front of my car. He got out wearning som grey sweats and a coat. He jogged over too me. Before i could get a word out he pulled me into a hug.

He pulled back then looked me up & down making sure I was okay. I blushed under his gaze from his genuine concern. " You ight P?'

" Yeah , my tire aint though. it was sliced " The more i thought about it. The more pissed i got.

" Ight, you go inside to watch the cameras ill get this fixed outchea ' I nodded my head and went back inside. When security came up front he apologized for the incovience. I followed him to the security room. We walked inside, the tv screens took over the whole wall. Cameras angled in all directions. He asked me to have seat while he found the entrance footage and rewinded it for the day.

Things went by as normal but around 2pm a Honda Civic pulled up behind my jeep. I couldnt make out who it was from behind due to them having on a black hoodie. They didnt seem that tall or that built. So right off bat i knew it wasnt a man, When the figure bent over , sliced my tire then stood up. Their face came into view.  It was Chas ass.

I mentally told myself to calm down as I left the office. I pushed the double glass doors open to the outside. The repair man was just pulling off as I walked up to my car. " Whats wrong? "

I paced back in forth. Opening and closing my fist. My nails pinched my skin. I know this bitch was doing it to be petty. She know what type of bitch I am so should she must try me. Kaz grabbed my elbow to stop me in my tracks. " Girl you hea me callin yo name, what happened. '

I snatched my arm away from him. Thats why she did this shit.Cause of him. He probably playing both damn sides. " Cash did this shit to my car!' He tried to walk up to me but I took a step back. He sided eyed me then stepped forward again. I stepped back once more.

" I hope youn thank im the reason this shit happen P " He put his hand in his jacket pocket. He didn't even feed into my attitude.

" You damn right I do -" I said getting loud.

" HOW?!- P i told you I cut that bitch off and I ment that. " We stood there in the cold not saying a word. A part of me knew he wouldnt put me in harms way or do no foul shit on purpose. But damn this shit is a perfect timing.

" Im sorry Kaz, I apologize for accusing you." I looked down at the ground as kicked pebbles around the pavement, I looked back up to him. . " Im finna fuck her ass up though - "

" No hell yo ass aint. You on a better path now ma. Dont stoop that low. You greater than that " He pulled me into him planting his soft lips on my forhead. His arms wrapped around my body then pulled me close. Maybe he is right.. I do got shit to loose.