*Mentions of self harm*
When school ends, I start to walk out of the big school doors. The cold air brushes up against my face as I walk.
"Uh, Hey," I hear someone say. I feel a hand on my shoulder.
I quickly turn around to see none other than Daniel Rider.
Why is he talking to me of all people?
"H-hi," I stutter. Part of it wants me to believe it's the cold, but I can't deny that he is handsome.
"Umm, are you okay? Earlier, I saw you running and I was just wondering-" he cuts himself off, his voice fading away.
"Y-Yeah, I'm perfectly fine," I say, forcing a small smile onto my face.
"Alright I guess."
I start to walk away, and my feet gradually move faster and faster. Pretty soon, I realize I'm running home.
I run into the house, and thankfully nobody sees me walk in. I run upstairs to my room and throw myself on my bed. I sob into my pillow and sheets.What did I even do?
I yank out my binder and forcefully open it. I look at all the ripped out pages from my sketchbook. I remember exactly the way I drew each and every one of them. I even wrote the date and the name on the back. I flip them over one by one.
8/26/19
"The mystery"9/1/19
"Eye see you"9/6/19
"Darkness"10/14/19
"The friend that could be"She ripped out the newest ones. There's at least five pages that were torn out. I pick up the picture of the girl.
You.
I suddenly rip the page in half and watch at the pieces drift down to the bedsheets.
It wouldn't have been ripped if you didn't exist.
If I didn't bring my sketchbook to school.
If I didn't exist.I fall onto my bed and cry. I feel the tears soak into my bed. I feel myself get up and open my bedside drawer. I slam my sketchbook and the ripped pages into it. I take the page I ripped and shove it to the back. I close it shut, and stand up.
I glance over to the bathroom.Maybe I could-
My thoughts are cut off my a stinging in my arm. I curse under my breath, and realize the cuts are still raw. I was gripping onto my arm. I sit back down to realize, I only cut when I'm numb. But I'm not numb right now.
I'm filled with pain.
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As I walk into school the next day, I make sure not to come early. I walk over to my locker, and see Daniel.
His locker is almost right by mine?
He's digging in his locker that's one over from mine.
I guess he's looking for something.
"Hello, again," I hear him say, not looking at me.
"Uh, hi," I say hesitantly.
I put away my stuff and head to class once I hear the first bell. I look behind me to see him following me.
"Uh, why are you following me?" I ask paranoid.
"We have the same class together.." he says.
"O-oh, right," I say.
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Outcast
RomanceHeads up this story is pretty old and kinda bad so I don't rlly recommend reading😬 Anyway ~~~~ "P-please, just leave m-me alone," I whisper, mentally slapping myself for stuttering. "Oh? Does the outcast want to talk?" she asks. --- For Jamie, bein...