life...

Chapter 4 why?

Megan's P.O.V.

I stayed at Nat's house that night. Nat was asleep was asleep in her bed, she looked so peaceful.

I got up to get something to drink hoping maybe that would help. Her older brother, Aaron, was in there too.

"Hey, I'm just getting something to drink," I smiled.

"You know if you can't sleep you can come hang out with me. I rarely sleep anymore...if you know what I mean," He winked and held out his hand. I took it and I don't exactly know why.

We walked to his room, only to find him me being apart of his "master" plan. He took off his clothes and started to take off my clothes.

"What are you doing?! I have privacy you know!" I screamed.

"Shh, don't want to wake up my family do you. Now I know you have a crush on me and truthfully I've liked you for awhile now," He said flashing a pearly white smile.

"Yes, I have liked you since like forever," I really wanted to say," But doesn't mean I want you to rape me. Maybe I would've done this if you had asked me."

"If you wanted to do this all you had to do was ask but nope not anymore. Now give me my clothes and get off of me."

"No. You are staying right here. I'm going to make you do or feel things like you never had before," He started feeling my boobs.

"Whatever. I don't believe that."

"Is that a challenge because I love challenges."

How he said that kinda scared me. Like I'm used to guess being like this but, it's still awkward. I brush my hair out of my face to look like I have it together even though in real life, I don't. I don't have anything. All I do is act strong, happy, and most of all though so that nobody asks me what was wrong.

He took my hair out of it's ponytail and started running his fingers through my hair. He pulled expecting me to want it but I hated it. It was disgusting.

"Come here my beautiful. I got a present for you and it's in its own special box," He grabbed my hand and made me grab his crotch.

I went along. I was too scared to do anything, and if I fought I knew what would've happened was that I would lose and/or faint.

"Why don't play with your present for me then, I could surprise you," I winked. I don't know what I would do though. Blowjob? Yea he'd probably like that. Handjob? No. Just let him rape me? I probably have to do that anyway.

He started to pull out his crotch and "playing" with it. Aaron grabbed my head and made me give him a blowjob. I bit him to get away.

"Get your ass back here!" Aaron  screamed like he thought I would do so.

"No go rape someone else!" I ran to Natalie's room and went to grab her hand. But Aaron stopped me first.

"Shut up you dumb kid! Besides I gave everyone a special drink so they won't know happened tonight."

"You won't get away with this! "

He started kissing me again but then just pull down my pants and started raping me.

"Why do people do this? Why does it hurt? Why? Why?"

He punched me in the face and sent back to his sisters room crying, "You had this coming my beautiful. I love you."

"Whatever,"I rolled my eyes.