All By Myself - Hizzie

the painting

Waking up with Hope lying on me is the best feeling in the world. The way she smiles when she sleeps the cute noises she makes all of it is my obsession if I could bottle up the emotion I get from watching her, I think, would end all hate in this world. My eyes go from looking at my girlfriend to the clock, and I immediately freak out. I shake Hope awake and say, "we're going to be late" she makes a cute groaning noise as I try to get up.

I say, "Hope I have to go take a shower, and so do you, we won't both have time if I lay here with you."

Hope opens her eyes and says, "we can just take a shower together."

I can't believe what I am hearing we agreed on no sex for now and she says this I try not to sound mean when I say "Hope we talked about sex and we said that we aren't ready."

"Lizzie, you really need to get your ears checked. I said shower together, not lick each other's pussy, we also would be saving water."

Sometimes I assume the dirtiest things its human nature. We all do it. And say, "okay, fine 5 more mins of cuddles, then we take a shower."

Hope's smile was so large as I snuggled closer to her and enjoyed each other's presence. 5 minutes passed but I swear it felt like 20 seconds. I kiss Hope on the cheek and say, "let's go take that shower, and I am a little self-conscious about my body, so when I walked into the bathroom and found Hope already fully naked, I was just stunned. The confidence she has and how beautiful her curves look made me more anxious. I said, "Hope I don't know if I could this, I am nervous."

"don't be silly, your beautiful Lizzie."

She looked at me, and she put her hand on my shirt, and she took it off, and then she undressed my bottoms, and she just looked at me and said: "wow, Lizzie, your body is so beautiful."

I looked at my girlfriend as she looked at me and said: "we could stare at each other all day, but I think we should really take that shower."

I turned the water on to warm as Hope turned the speaker on once the music started we walked into the shower, and the showerhead has only a small area of splash zone, so our bodies were inches apart as the water splashed over us I took the shampoo and scrubbed Hope's hair and she did the same for me. When all the soap was out of our hair, we just stood under the hot water as it washed over us, it was so relaxing. I had my hands around Hope when she turned around to face me. I knew a line was about to be crossed, but at this moment, I didn't care. I leaned down a little bit, and my lips met hers we started to get heated I felt her lips press on my neck she left small kisses going down my body, and I quivered from the anticipation. I knew what was coming. It was inevitable. I wanted to stop it, but I didn't have the will power too.

she stopped her little kisses and made her way back to face me and said: "soon, baby, I promise." And walked out of the shower, leaving me shaking. I released a huge sigh not because I was relieved, but because I was scared, my first time would be in a shower and not mean anything.

***

After that moment in the shower, I didn't say anything to Hope I didn't know what to say how do I bring up anything after her mouth was inches away from my clit. So I just ate my breakfast in silence before we had to leave for school. I was excited that the painting should be dry by now, and I could wrap it for Hope's birthday. Hope drove us to school, and I ran out of the car, so I could get the painting from the art room before anyone sees it. I bumped into a couple of students, but I had no time to apologize. I kept running through the hall until I reached the art room, and my painting wasn't where I left it.

The teacher walks in, and I was freaking out and asked: "where is the painting that was right there."

She looked at me and said, "when the principal saw it, he entered it into the auction."