Harry Styles One Shots

Journey (Movie Night 2)

Requested from @MunkiLuv
Sorry it took so long hun, ya girl been going through it.

We only got 9 weeks left bitchessss

This chapter is going to start off very gruesome, sickness is heavily described towards the beginning. Mentions of blood. Sensitive topics such as abortion are mentioned in the beginning. I think those are the only warnings.

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I hadn't told anyone yet. I sit at the dinner table, scraping my fork against my plate as I feel a harsh wave of nausea wash over me.

"Excuse me," I mumble to the table, fearing that if I spoke any louder it'd coax my stomach to lurch forward. I rush to the bathroom hardly making it in time to gag over the toilet. Yellow liquid burns my throat as I expel it into the toilet. My stomach clenches painfully and my eyes burn with tears.

A week has passed since I found out I was pregnant. That night I went to Harry's house, he asked me to stay the night so we could talk.

"Do.. Do you wanna keep it?" His eyes were watery, face showing no other emotion than shock.

"I.. I don't know. I am barely making enough money for myself, how can I take care of a child? I.. I'm only 15."

Clenching the positive pregnancy test in my hand, I stare at his walls blankly.

Pregnant. I got pregnant the first time I had sex.

"How did this even happen? I wore a condom."

"Maybe it broke."

The room was silent. Heart wrenchingly silent and I didn't know what to say to make it better.

There must have been a mistake. Maybe the test was wrong.

However, the test wasn't wrong. The next day, Harry drove me to the doctors office where they confirmed the pregnancy.

"You are about 4 weeks along. Your due date is July 6th."

I cried that night. I was home alone so thankfully no one questioned what the sob fest was about. My chest felt tight, my heart hurt. I could not believe that this was happening.

It was hard to process the fact that I'm pregnant. Even still, as pregnancy sickness forced me to hunch over the toilet and throw up stomach acid, I can't understand that it's because I'm pregnant.

After several minutes of gagging, I force myself to sit back and swallow down the nausea still floating around. I wipe my mouth with toilet paper and grab different sheets to wipe the tears from my face.

I thought sickness in pregnancy was only supposed to happen in the morning. Hence why it's called morning sickness. However, the passed two days, I have been nauseous and vomiting all day. It's hard to go to school, it's hard to go into work when you feel dizzy all the time.

When I stand to my feet, I look at myself in the mirror. Various red dots liter just underneath my eyes. If I remember correctly from Harry's mom, this means that the blood vessels in my face have popped from vomiting so forcefully. They showed up a few days ago, now I'm only adding to my collection. I slap my hand weakly against the glass and shuffle my way to my bedroom, throwing myself on my bed to try and get rid of the wave of lightheadedness that started drowning me. I am forced to close my eyes, the fussing of black around my ring of vision makes the room spin and before I know it, I'm asleep.