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chapter 3 : Jab men saath saal ka tha

"Zain utho" meri walida ny mujhe kadak daar aawaz mein subah ke liye jagaya, asal mein subah ke 7 baj rahay they aur school ka waqt ho gaya tha,' ' pehlay mustafa ko uthayye na' ' mein ny –apne chhootey bhai ki taraf ammi ko mutwajjah krakr khud kuch der aur sonay ke liye waqt manga ,
mein bohat khush tha kyunkay mere naam Nihaad senior school mein yeh mera pehla din tha kam az kam mein –apne school ko senior keh sakta tha kyunkay mujhe primaray satah se secondary level par taraqqi mil chuki thi aur isi liye mein bohat fakhr mehsoos kar raha tha aur yeh baat zehan mein rakhtay hue mein sastay bharam daikhatay hue apne school mein daakhil hwa aur apne aapko baray talib ilmon mein shumaar karne laga .
pehlay aur dosray subjects kaafi boriyat ke sath guzray, magar jab teesray subject ke ustaad ny jounhi classe ka darwaaza khoola, saaray talba khush kun lehjey mein bayak waqt aik hi aawaz mein" good morning teacher" kehnay lagey, chunancha mein ny bhi aik taalib ki hesiyat se yahi kuch kya magar mujhe is baat ki har gaz khushi nahi hai kyun ke ab barray ho kar ehsas ho raha hai ke itna sasta" good morning teacher" kitna ajeeb lagta hai booltey hue lekin ab kya kya ja sakta hai to ab dukh rakhnay ka bhi faida nahi, isi terhan din guzarte gaye, aahista aahista saal bhi palak jhapakty guzar gaya jaissa ke shayar ke bakol Henry Awstin ny aik baar kaha ,
" waqt jata hai, kya aap kehte hain? aah, nahi! afsos, waqt rehta hai, hum jatay hain" .
saal ke aakhir mein mujhe achay grade ke certificate milag magr mujhe srtifkit dekh kar herat hoy ke mein is qabil kaisay ban gaya kyunkay sara saal mein ny rang reliyan manayi to itna acha result dekh ke mein dang reh gaya tha. isi saal kuch naye chehray bhi dost ban gaye, un mein kuch larkiyan bhi theen, mujhe nahi maloom ke yeh لرکیاں kyun meri taraf itna mael theen ,
lekin shayad is ka jawab mere paas hai kyun ke meri khawateen doston ko aasani se be waqoof banaya ja sakta tha. mere mard doston ke barkhilaf meri khawateen doston ko thanday latefay aur mazboot ltifon mein farq nahi karna aata tha lehaza mere liye un ki tafreeh ​​karana aassan ho gaya woh bhi bohat saaray mazhakia khaiz ltifon ko janay baghair aur mein ny unki is be waqofi ka mazay se lutaf uthaya yahan taq ke kayi baar mein ny unhen sastay stitionary item ziyada qeemat par farokht kere aur unhen kaanon kaan khabar nahi lagi ke unko mamu banaya ja chuka hai .
mujhe sangeen cheezon par bhi hansnay ki aik bohat ajeeb aadat thi aur mere asateza ke zareya mujhe is aadat ki wajah se buri terhan saza bhgtni padtee thi. yahan taq ke mein apni saza ke douran hanstaa tha aur kabhi kabhi mujhe stitionary ke sath –apne doston ki madad karne par bhi saza di jati thi jaisay aik baar rayazi ke sabaq mein mere aik ajeeb dost ny aik saafi ( eraser ) ka mutalba kya kyunkay aap jantay hain ke bachon ko aik saafi ( eraser ) ke sath aik anokha pyar hota hai, yahan bachay kuch ghalat لکھدیں to jab taq us hissay ko durust nahi karlen unko sukoon nahi aata chahay is ke liye unhen kitna bhi girna kyun nah parh jaye. mera to daur daur taq is saand jitne motay dost ko apna rubber dainay ka dil nahi chaah raha tha lekin khush qismati se is waqt meri dost Momina mere baju mein baithi thi aur mein apna rubber is gunjay dost ko day kar Momina ke samnay –apne number brhhana chahta tha chunkay woh motto mere peechay betha hwa tha lehaza mein ny apni kursi jholi aur urrtay hue haath se peechay usay ربڑ  muntaqil kardiya magar aglay hi lamhay aisa kuch ho gaya jis ke baad mein Momina kya kisi bhi larki ko mon dikhane ke qabil nahi raha. hwa kuch yun ke aglay hi lamhay mere ustaad ny meri kursi zameen par khenchi aur rubber is motay se le kar mere mon par mara aur mujhe jamaat se bahar khara kar diya magar ziyada sharmindagi mujhe is liye hoey kyunkay Momina meri phooti qismat ke mazay le rahi thi aur is se mein ny seekha ke kabhi kisi larki ke samnay mar ke bhi number nahi badhaane chahain .