We're Not Okay.

Drugs got me fucked up

before the party i was trying to look good but i had no idea what i was doing

i needed some serious encouragement since i haven't made any friends yet i decided one of my old friends Molly can help

i took it with some water and i put some music on to help it kick in

i put on my favourite black ripped jeans and and black lacy bra with my sweater, then i had an idea

i put glitter and gems on for my makeup i had friends back home that used to go to raves and they taught me how to do dope makeup

i get to the party and there's already so many people

i go up to the bathroom to take 2 keys

~Peep~

i'm chillin' by the drinks talking to tracy and i see Ru walking up stairs

she looks so good but my ex girl has been on my ass all day and she's been watching me for the longest time she was definitely fucking on one

so if i fucked with Ru in front she'd go mad and try to guilt trip me like usual

and i'm fucking on one so i really don't need her shit right now

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i went back down stairs and the blow started kicking in and then the music got so loud i could feel it on my fingertips

next thing you know i'm dancing and the feeling came back and it's like i'm where i needed to be

this is the feeling coming back again

~Peep~

Ru starts dancing and i can tell she's definitely on one, the way she was vibing out to the music was so dope

and also she was kinda tripping up on herself too so that gave it away

then she stops dancing she walks by me in the kitchen and pulls out blow and took a bump of her nail

she looks up and sniffs and i don't know why but for some reason she got a lot hotter than before

"yo Ru"

"what up"

she says then turns her head and looks at me

"come up stairs"

"bet"

she said with a small smirk on her face

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Gus brought me to one of the bedrooms i really hope he wasn't planning to rape me or something

because i know he can tell i'm fucking high asf

"you tryna smoke up?"

he said

"i'm down"

i said he pulled out a blunt and sparked it