The Sins of a Church Boy: Soul Ties

Chapter 1: An Interrupted Fairytale

"Jigga don't leave...I love you !" I said trying to gather the pieces of my heart from the news I
had just received.

"How could I have been so stupid ?" I asked myself wondering how I had

once again found myself at the door of heartbreak. All this time wasted only for him to look me in the eyes, with that lethal smile of his and tell me he was leaving. I still remember how it

happened, as vivid and clear as the moment it occurred.

During Service as I stood attending the door he grabbed my waist from behind once the traffic of those attending church had fully migrated to the sanctuary. His big hands delicately pulling me back into him making sure I felt his excitement

"Let's write us some music Lyric..." he whispered into my ear. The way he said it just made me want to break into my falsetto. I was head over heels for my Jersey Boy, but as always, I

had flown to rescue someone from and Island of hurt only to be left on it myself.

Jigga slowly
moved his hands from my waist to my ass, making sure to caress my curves. "Lyric, on the real, I really need to talk to you about sum" He said with a hint of sadness in his voice.

"There's no need, I already know you're leaving soon" I replied cold and blunt in an
attempt to seem as though I didn't care.
Though truthfully, I was the epitome of a broken soul.

After all of our flirting, and depending on each other we had yet to make anything official, or even tell of how we truly felt for each other.

"Lyric, sometimes I think you being gifted make you weak to your humanity. I swear man, its like you and me studying together but you're the superior idiot who thinks he has shit figured out !" He said in a frustrated tone.

I personally didnt know what he expected from me, he knew by now that there was
obviously nothing that I wouldn't dream or have a vision about. I had seen him leaving weeks

ago, and honestly, after suffering under him afflicting my heart for so long I was as relieved at
the thought as I was sad. I could finally stop playing these games with him, and time.

"Jigga, bruh there ain't nothing to talk about, you're leaving and I can't stop you. We both knew that
your probation would be up soon and you would be headed home. It would be selfish of me to
ask you to stay with that nasty aunt Nelly of yours for longer than needed. So with that being
said, I refuse to let you see me cry , so no i'm not going to wait for those words. Just keep your

ass out of trouble up top." I said walking off avoiding having to hear or say goodbye for the

moment.

After that, time flew rather quickly, and I knew that no matter how much I wanted the
conversation to be over, it wouldn't be until he said so.

Jigga was an alpha male of sorts, with
strong bahamian/ jamican features. A wide defined back, with arms to match, and canine teeth

that made you shake before he even kissed your neck. His very presence screamed zaddy... no
matter how goofy or immature he truly was. Besides the power of his looks, I suppose it was his
aggressiveness that attracted me. He was a beast that needed to be tamed and I was up for the
challenge despite the huge risk of being bitten.

On one hand, his temper was outrageous.

Once he was enraged there was very little
hope of calming him down, or minimizing the damages that would occur, unless of course you
were me. Whereas on the other hand, he was a questioner of life and spirituality.But yet even
with all of those amazing qualities he has proven not to be the one for me.

Later as the ministers collected offering and called for those in need of prayer,I decided
to step outside and get the confrontation over with. There was no hope of avoiding him, without
causing a scene with some of the nosy church folk.

"Lyric, my uncle bought my ticket back to Jersey and sent it to my aunts email. I leave
this coming Thursday" he said repeating himself from before. I'm really going to miss our talks

and seeing your cute ass get mad"
He said twiddling his thumbs and shifting his weight from
each foot like a kid.

"I'm really going to miss you too goofy" I replied with my head to the ground to avoid his
gaze.

"Look me in my face" he whined poking his lip out. Acting as if he was ready to throw a tantrum
on the floor.

"No!" I answered, blushing like a baby. Jigga hated when I said the word no. Before I knew it, he
had grabbed my waist and brought our chests to the point that could feel his heartbeat. I
allowed my head to reston his chest as I took in this last moment with him. I knew time was out
when he gently lifted my chin so our eyes could speak for the last time.

After a moment of silent communication, I turned around and placed his hands around my waist for the last time, rubbing
and grinding over the print of his shaft.

"Why you always get me started, knowing you not gone ever let me taste these cakes?"
he questioned gripping my ass firmly for what would be our last time seeing each other face to
face.

"I don't know babe, welcome to the Sins of a Church Boy" I said soaking in the last
moments before pulling away to go back inside.

Welcome Everybody to the Sins of a Church Boy Reboot ! I hope that you all enjoyed this
chapter and can't wait to connect/ interact with you all throughout the progression of this

minimized world of sins, pains, various affairs, and experiences of life.