Suicide Angels - Why Dont We Family-

when he couldnt protect you

"What?!" Jonah asked thinking he heard it wrong he took a quick glance down at the broken glass at his feet

"You heard me" corbyn said sadly
"And he cuts and takes pills and throws up his food" corbyn cried "he was crying in our bathroom so I went to check on him and he told me but he told me not to tell you because you would be angry with him" corbyn cried going over to jonah watching he doesnt step on the glass and resting his hands on jonahs chest and his forehead on his shoulder crying. Jonah wrapped his arms around his love he wanted to cry to but he wouldnt let himself he really wanted to kill the bastard that hurt his baby.

Jonah didnt know what to say so he just held corbyn tightly never wanting to let go that was his world hugging his love but once he let go the real world sunk in and he realizes what he had just been told.

"He cut his chest up badly its starting to heal but barely he took jacks razor to do it and it looked terrible" corbyn cried wrapping his arms around Jonah.

"Say something!" The distressed man said crying he couldnt stand hearing Jonah silent after what he said.

"I-i dont know what to say" jonah said "besides im going to kill a man!" Jonah said unravelling his arms from around corbyn causing the blond to release him and walking into the living room corbyn ran after him "who did it?" Jonah whispered feeling for the keys he knew werent in his pants pocket because he left them upstairs.

"I said who did it!?" The older screamed into his hand to hold back tears he was hoping it was all a dream and he would wake up any moment and see a chocolate eyed baby babbling in his crib

"I don't know" corbyns voice cracked as he cried "I'll kill him, I'll kill him and show them no mercy like he showed him...all of them" jonahs eyes glossed with tears he was very very angry not a zach definitely not zach or corbyn or the other boys but at himself and the selfish evil men who hurt the most important things in his life.

"Jonah dont say that" corbyn whispered looking at jonahs back he knew his husband wouldnt stop at anything he couldnt stand these things even in the news or stories he couldnt stand it first it was his husband then it was his oldest son and now its his youngest child.

"They deserve it!"Jonah yelled staring at the door the voice in his head saying run and buy a weapon but he would not listen and spun around looking at his husband tears dripping down his face

"Im sorry I'm so sorry" he sobbed getting stuck in the past once again something thst would happen at random times ever since he had met corbyn but its been 12 and a half years since his last breakdown.

"Im sorry my love!" He cried gently placing his shaking hands on corbyns tear stained cheeks.

"Jo shh stop its okay no worries dont let darkness take you over" corbyn soothed caressing jonahs hair.

"I couldnt help you" the man cried
"I couldnt stop him" he said again wrapping his arms around the blond and holding him tight.

"Jonah! Break out of this trance its all past its the present now its not the 90s its 2019 weve been married almost 21 years were going to be grandparents, next week is our babys 15th birthday all of my marks are gone I promise but they've transferred to zach it's just that he made them himself" corbyn whispered kissing jonahs lips gently.

Jonah closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling of corbyns lips on his reminding him that he still had corbyn that they were still together it was them forever
Corbyn and him forever that was his promise.

"I'm sorry" he said breathing normally now opening his eyes to look at corbyn as their foreheads rested agaisnt the others "its alright jo I know you cant help it" corbyn said