-Cams POV-
I never felt anything for Shawn until he sang the song "Cameron Dallas Is My Boyfriend" when he sang it, it felt like he was meant it and was singing it all for me. I knew it was a joke but I wanted it to be real, I wanted it to be real so bad!
-FlashBack-
We were making a YouTube video and Shawn was singing the song I sat next to him laughing with the other Magcon boys. Then I turned and listen and Shawn turned and looked at me, our eyes met and I felt a spark inside me like I was looking at shawn in different eyes. Everything went black it felt like it was just me and him. Me sitting here and him singing to me like saying that I was his boyfriend. I had butterflies and the biggest smile on my face. I stared into his beautiful brown eyes and almost melted. I didn't even notice that he was done singing and that I had been staring at him for 1 minute until someone's snaps their fingers in front of my eyes it was Nash.
"you alright Cam?"He asked "Yeah" I say before I realized I'm sweating and blushing. "You don't look so good" said Shawn. I looked at him and blush even more " I'm feeling a little under the weather" I lied " I just need to sleep for a while." I got up and went to my room, I laid on my bed and asked myself what was that? What was that feeling? And then I realized I had a crush on Shawn! I thought to myself I can't have feelings for him he's one of my best friends and I'm not gay! But I knew it was true.
-Flashback Ends-
I say to myself I need to burry these feelings I can't ruin my friendship over a little crush. I have to hide them because Shawn is probably getting off the plane right now and he's gonna be staying with me and Nash for a couple of months, but not only that, me and him will be sharing a room, that means he'll be sleeping in my bed. Nash comes in the room ripping me out of my thoughts " Shawn just landed he's getting his bags now, ready to go get him?" "Yeah let's go" I say with a smile
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Feelings (A Cameron Dallas & Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)
RomanceI've always liked Shawn as a friend, but never like this. I never thought of him this way, why am I thinking of him this way? I don't want to think of him this way. I need to put it deep down because Shawn is coming to stay with me and Nash!
