Feelings (A Cameron Dallas & Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)

I cant live without you

- Shawn's POV-
Me and Cam were eating at a small restaurant, Cam had a steak, baked potato, and broccoli and cheese and I had spaghetti and meatballs. We were talking about random things and laughing just having a good time. Then cameron reaches across the table and holds my hand, my heart literally stops and I get butterflies. "I'm so happy to have you back in my life Shawn." "U-um me to I really missed you." I say blushing he smiles and squeezes my hand he then let's go and goes back to eating. I suddenly feel empty I wanted his hand to stay there and never let go but I shrugged it off and kept eating sticking a meatball in my mouth "Do you like the food?" Cam asked "ye.." I started to say yes but the meatball went straight down my throat. I start gasping for air, hitting my chest trying to cough it up. My face starts turning red and I feel like I'm dieing. Cam notices that I'm choking he jumps out his chair jumps straight over to me he picks me up out my chair and starts doing the Heimlich Maneuver. "Come on Shawn spit it out!" I start feeling like I'm going to pass out me legs get weak Cam is literally holding me up. "Shawn come on Shawn! I just got you back I can't lose you I won't lose you! Come on Shawn I need you I can't live without you!!" Tears in his yes he gives me one big squeeze and the meatball flies out of my mouth onto the table. I fall to the ground Cam leans over me tears still running down his face, I'm crying too now I thought I was gonna die. I lean up and wrap my arms around sobbing into his chest he pulls me in closer then whispers "I thought I lost you." "did you really mean what you said?" I asked "yes! Um... Shawn I need to tell you something." "What is It" say still sobbing. "I'm in love with You I have been since I first met you" he says looking at the floor I lift his chin "I love you to" and we both lean in.
I wake up sweating and breathing heavily. It was just a stupid dream I think sighing he doesn't really love me. I feel Cameron's arms still wrapped around me I smile to myself and slowly get up. I go to my spot in his closet and grab some boxers shorts and a tribal tank top. I go to the bathroom turn on the shower and hop in. About 5 minutes later there's a knock on the door. "Hey Shawn it's cam I really have to pee can I real quick?" "Uh.. sure but no peeking" I say joking I hear him laugh. He walks in and stands in front of the toilet, he has on some tight Calvin Klein boxers which made his butt look huge I take a step forward and look through the glass. I see his cock, he had a small boner, not a huge one but I noticed it because when I saw him naked the other day it wasn't that big, his pubes were shaved he looked like a naked model. I saw cam naked before but he wasn't hard. I had to make myself stay calm but I started to get a boner too just looking. I try to turn around so he doesn't see, I take a step back and step on a bar of soap I slip and fall right on my back with a loud thud. Cam pulls his boxers up and turns around opening the shower door "are you ok?" He says laughing "Yeah, stupid fucking soap!" I saw laughing too. Cam is looking at my face but his eyes slowly lower from my face to my cock he looks at it looks up quickly I blush. " I said no peeking!" I say trying to get back up he puts out his hand and helps me up, once I'm up I pull his hand he falls into the shower I laugh and he gives me a evil glare. He staves up and grabs some body wash and squirts me with it, I grab shampoo and start squirting him back, and before we know it were having a war in the shower. After our little war cam takes off his boxers and starts to wash off the shampoo and body wash I'm behind him just staring at his beautiful body in awe. After he's done he moves out the way so I can get to the shower, I finish and we both get out the shower and dry off.
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- Cam's POV-
I cook a quick breakfast for me and Shawn. Nash didn't come home last night he was to busy getting some.
"Shawn what do you want to do today bae" I say joking. He blushes and says "let's go to the beach and do a little surfing" "sure I'm down" a few hours later me and Shawn call a cab and head to the beach. We rent some boards and get in the water we surf little waves for a while and then a big one was coming. I start to paddle and I catch it I look at Shawn and he's on to but the he falls and gets trampled by the wave I ride the wave all the way to shore and look for Shawn in the water. I don't see him and then I see something floating in the water, it's Shawn! I run into the water and swim as fast as I can, I reach Shawn and pull him up he's unconscious I swim back to shore holding him. When we're on shore I start pushing in his chest to get him to breath, it's not working! I pinch his noes and blow into his mouth he's still not breathing. I feel tears falling down my cheeks, I sob loudly " Shawn wake up!! Breath!" " Shawn I can't lose you I just got you back!!" I say pumping his chest trying to get him to breathe, I blow into his mouth again. "Shawn I can't lose you I need you I can't live without you! I love you!!" I say sobbing loudly I pump his chest again then blow into his mouth. He coughs and spits out the water, he slowly opens his eyes and looks straight into my eyes, he starts to tear up and sob. I pull him into my chest and squeeze " I thought I lost you" I say sobbing loudly. "I don't know what I would have done without you" he looks at me. " did you mean it?" He ask still crying in my arms. "Mean what?" "Mean what you said when you were giving me CPR I heard what you said" I look down "I'm sorry.. D-do you hate me?" "How could I hate you, you literally just saved my life." He says smiling, I smile back. "Yes I meant every word" I say nervously, he lifts up my chin and looks me in the eye. He whispers "I love you too!" I blush looking into his beautiful brown eyes, "are you serious" I asked skeptical "yes!" He replies "why didn't you say anything?" I asked "I didn't even know I was gay or bi whatever until I got here." He says looking down. "why didn't you tell me" he asks looking down " I-I didn't want to ruin or friendship." I sat sadly looking down. He lift up my chin and leans in I lean in too our lips touch and I feel one thing.
Fireworks.