- Nash's POV-
I've laid in my bed all day, everything that happened two days ago made me not want to do anything. I also literally couldn't do anything because my face and body hurts from Shawn kicking my ass. I feel so bad but I'm also mad he should have just let Cam explain and I'm mad at Cam for not telling me he was dating Shawn or even gay! I'm his best friend he should have told me, and next time I see Shawn me and him are really fighting I'm not gonna be nice no one deserves to be beaten up and I'm I won't let this just shit go when I see him he's dead. I get up out my bed and walk to into the hallway it's dark because it's nice I haven't done anything all day I haven't showers eaten nothing. I go to Cam's door and take in a huge breath I knock on the door "uh... Cam do you want to go get some door we really need to talk" I wait for a response but I don't get one I shake the door knob it's unlock I open the door a little and peek in. He's not on his bed or anywhere in his room I see some liquid on the floor but I don't know what it is, I step in to see what the liquid is I stick my finger in it. I almost puke hen I realize it's blood, I see a trail of it leading to the bathroom I run in to see cam on the floor arms covered in blood. I kneel down and grab him "Cam Cam!! What did you do?" I yell tears falling down my face "I'm so sorry Nash" he says now sobbing I pull him to my chest and we sit there like this for a while hour.
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After what cam did I ran him a bath and when it got out we talked I told him everything from what happened at Destinies and how I didn't know he was gay or dating Shawn he apologized for not telling I apologized for ruining everything. We forgave each other and we went to sleep together in Cams bed cuddling like we would always do when one was sad. I'm so lucky to have him as my best friend.
- Cam's POV-
Me and Nash made up I'm so happy and now I feel like where closer then ever he's a really good best friend he just didn't know about me and Shawn and it's my fault for not telling him. We were cuddling like we always did when one of us were sad and Nash fell asleep I grabbed my phone. I went on twitter I had a bunch of tweets from fans I favorited and retweeted some and followed some but not dms I didn't feel like talking and then I saw something that made my heart shatter into I million tiny pieces.
@shawnmendes "Goodbye I just need all this hurt to end"
Omg was Shawn gonna kill himself? I think I'm gonna be sick I jump off the bed and run to the bathroom and throw up so much it hurts.
Hey guys sorry this is short I'll be updating again soon but keep reading love ya!!
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Feelings (A Cameron Dallas & Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)
RomanceI've always liked Shawn as a friend, but never like this. I never thought of him this way, why am I thinking of him this way? I don't want to think of him this way. I need to put it deep down because Shawn is coming to stay with me and Nash!
