Feelings (A Cameron Dallas & Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)

I love him soo

- Shawn's POV-
I wake up in the hotel it must be really early I can see a pinkish orange sky through the curtains. I feel next to me hopping Cam in next to me, but he's not. I think back on what happened last night, I'm sad and shocked that he would try to hit me. I mean look at him he's like a sexy, scary tank, even though he's like a kitten he has the strength of a lion. I remember being really drunk last night so maybe it was the alcohol not him trying to hit me, he wouldn't do that. Cam would never do anything to hurt me, right? I hadn't noticed I was crying until a soft sob escaped my mouth. Taylor must have heard it "Shawn are you crying? Are you ok?" He asked I sniff and white my face "yeah,yeah I'm fine" I say trying to convince him and myself "no your not. Come here" he says "no I really am Tay" "shut up and come here" he says sternly but lovingly I get up and walk to his bed. He lifts up the covers so I could climb in, he pulls me close. He's not being romantic or trying to flirt he's just being the great friend, no brother he is. I snuggle into him loving the feeling of being in someone who loves me embrace. I slowly fall back asleep but not before whispering "thanks" to Taylor.
- Cam's POV -
I wake up in the morning with a wicked headache, I can't even open my eyes. I turn on my side and I accidentally hit Shawn in the face, and then I think of yesterday me and Shawn got into that fight and I switched rooms and I almost hit him. Me and him must have made up, last night I remember trying to hit him, then when he left I cried on Justin's shoulder, and then I went to the bar. I took about 5 shots then I lost count and I don't remember anything after that. I open my eyes slowly this headache must be affecting them. I look at Shawn or who I thought was Shawn, it was Justin I gasp and get out the bed quickly, a little to quickly I get w little light headed. After I feel normal or when the light headedness goes away I still have a raging headache. I look down and see that I'm completely naked I grab the cover off the bed and then Justin's naked body is exposed. Justin wakes up and looks at me shocked and sleepily. "Cam?" He starts "what are you doing?" I don't think he know he's naked I look him up and down he is defiantly a site to see. He follows my eyes and notices he's naked oh sorry he says while grabbing some boxers from the floor, he doesn't even care. "Did we have sex?" I ask scared and sad "you don't remember?" He ask I shake my head not wanting to talk "yeah we did I pounded that ass like I was mad at it" he says smiling. When he said that my heart dropped, I felt light headed and like I was gonna puke at the same time "Cam" he says snapping me out my thoughts of how Shawn would feel "I'm joking dude, I brought you here after we left the party you were drunk as shit I put you in one of the Guest rooms and then I came in here. I sleep naked that's why I'm naked I have no idea why your naked. You came in here in the middle of the night naked with only a sheet wrapped around you asking where Shawn was, then you climbed into bed with me I tried to get your drunk ass out but your strong, and we didn't do anything just sleep I would know I didn't get drunk to where I don't remember things like some people" he says smiling and pushing me playfully I feel a rush of relief "thank god" I say happily and relief evident in my voice, Justin looks at me with a face I cant recognize. "what?" I ask "what I'm not good enough for you to have sex with" he says "n-no that's not what I meant" I say panicked and stuttering "so you do want to have sex with me?" He asks with a smirk as he inched towards me, I tried to back up but my feet were glued in place. "N-no" "don't lie to me" he says now right in front of me I just stay quiet and soon enough I feel his lips on mine. I stand their still, and then slowly I start to kiss back. Then I thought this is a good kiss but, no where near as good as me and Shawn's kisses. When I kiss Shawn it's like are lips were made for each other, like we're the only ones in the universe at that time. This doesn't feel like that at all, and that's when I knew if Justin Bieber, THE JUSTIN BIEBER can't make me feel the way Shawn does, no one can. I want him and only him. I pushed him back softly and said "I'm sorry Justin your a really great guy, but Shawn is the one for me" he looks at me and smiles "I know I just needed to give you that nudge to figure it out, you guys are lucky to have each other" he says "now go, get out Cam go get him back" he says pushing me through his gigantic house that I didn't even get to see. "You can come back to see it another time but you have to go now" he says pushing me out the door. He gives me a hug and says bye then closes the door
- Shawn's POV-
I wake up a few hours later still wrapped in Tay's arms I roll onto my side to look at him. He's awake just looking at me "how long have you've been awake" I asked him in a tired morning voice "about in hour" he says "why haven't you moved?" I asked shocked "I couldn't leave my brother alone and sad" he says smiling, I give him a hug and whisper a thanks. After that I get up out the bed "wanna chill with me until it's time to get in our flight? I ask shy and hopeful "for sure bro" he says smiling widely "this is why your my best friend Tay" I say going to the bathroom and putting on my swimming trunks when I get out Taylor has his trunks on to "I was just gonna ask you to the go to the pool" I said "I was gonna ask you to!" We hung out the whole time. I haven't seen Cam in the hotel I wonder where he is it's almost time to get on the plane. Taylor helped me helped me come up with a plan to show Cam how sorry I am and how much he means to me. But when I get him back I'm gonna kick his ass for swinging at me.
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We're now on the plane on are way to Chicago for our next MAGCON I'm next to Taylor and cam is in the back of first class sitting with Nash.
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This MAGCON is almost over I'm about to perform the last song of the night. I grab the mic "Hey guys this is the last song, so I wanted to make it special" I say and the crowd cheers all the guys are sitting on the stage around me. "This song is about a special person" I say laughing I want to sing this to Cam but I don't want to the crowd to know, I'm not ready for the world to know, and I don't know if Cam is either. I look at Cam he's not looking at me he's taking pictures with the crowd, I sigh and start playing the familiar song on my guitar. I start singing

"Oh his eyes, His eyes
How I love his eyes Yes I do
Oh his smile
How I want his smile His smile"

"His hair His hair
So voluptuous
I just want him no-o-ow
'Cause he's"

"Cameron Dallas
He is my boyfriend
Oh I love him sooo"
I look at Cam again and his full attention is on me. I smile at him, I made sure he knew the part is meant for him and him only. I get off my stool and sit next to him
"And you can't have him You can't have him cause he's all mine
I'll never let him gooo
- Cam's POV- I looked at Shawn while he sang that song. That same song that made me fall in love with him, that made me, so infatuated with him. I looked at him as he sat next to me adoring him, thanking God for putting him on this earth, making him for me. I wrapped my arm around him and in this moment we where I infinite.
Cameron Dallas
Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend
Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend
And I love him sooo
Cameron Dallas" he finished the song and the crowd goes wild "raise you hand if you wish Cam was your boyfriend" Nash yells at the crowd. Almost every girl raises their hands and screams. I look at Shawn and see that his hand is up as well he's laughing at the crowd but I know he's serious. I smile hugely, and shove him playfully then give him hug and whisper "I love you" in his ear, no one heard. The crowd goes wild screaming Sham. We laugh and then Nash comes and jumps on my back "no he's mine" he yells playfully into the mic. "Then he whispered in my ear you guys were being way to lovey dovey, you guys don't want the fans to know yet, you can't act like that, tell Shawn don't be mad I was just covering for you guys" he says I run around the stage with him on my back. I know your being nice but you don't have to worry about Shawn he won't touch you I won't let him your my best friend and he's my boyfriend you guys need to go back to normal. Taylor grabs a mic "You guys are a great crowd goodnight Chicago and if you want to see us again we have another show in two days be there!" He yells and then the shows over. I get back stage and drop Nash off then run to Shawn and hug him so tight, he hugs back just as hard "I love you to" he says into my chest.