- Shawn's POV -
Laying on the couch, we'll technically laying on Cam, Cam is laying stretched out on the couch with his legs spread and I'm laying in between them my head on his chest. I love this position, Cam had his arms wrapped around me, where watching "The Hunger Games" the first one. It's at my favorite part where Katniss and Peeta are in the cave, I think this is where Katniss really sees her feelings for Peeta, even tgough she says she was just doing it to win. It reminds me of when Cam saved me from drowning, that's when I realized I really wanted to be with him. "I love you Cam" I say looking up into his eyes "I love you more" he says I giggle "not possible" we both laugh an look back at the tv, "Cam" I say softly "huh?" He asked "I'm really really sorry" I say tears forming in my eyes "I'm so sorry. I hit you, that I-I didn't li--" he cuts me off " Shawn it's fine, I forgive you, I don't care about any of that as long as I'm back with you" hey says I continue to sob quietly on his chest while he draws imaginary things on my back. "I'm so so sorry" I say quietly, he just shushes me and picks me up, he carries me upstairs in his strong arms. He softly sets me in bed, since all we had were shorts and t-shirts on, he walks on the other side and climbs in, he pulls me close to him, my face snuggled into his chest and his arms around me. He pulls the cover over us and we fall asleep.
-Nash's POV -
Something is burning through my eyelids, I open my eyes and instantly regret that . The sun floods my eyes from the window, I shield my eyes and hop off the bed to go to the bathroom. I look in the mirror, I looked trashed we turned the fuck up, I remember everything. I can't believe I smoked weed with my little brother, I laugh to myself and then strip down to my boxers and turn the shower on cold. I go lock the door and grab my iPhone 6, I go to safari and type in pornhub.com. I think for a bit, should I go to gay or straight? I just found out I'm bi so, I never watched gay porn I'll give it a try I guess, I press gay and scroll through some of the videos, none of them are making me horny there all big muscle guys eww. I search in the search bar teens, a bunch of videos with guys that look about my age pop up, I choose a video and it starts to play I pause it to let it load and I go into the cabinet to get some Vaseline. I go back and sir on the toilet and press play on the video, I run the Vaseline all on my cock, I start to stroke my cock to the video. In the video the two guys are doing the 69, I stroke my cock faster, the tip start to turn a light shade of red and is swelling. Precum drips from hole, I pump even faster, I moan quietly. I keep my pumps small but fast going over my swollen pink tip over and over, I feel that tingly feeling in my cock and I cum all on my stomach, hand and I little gets in my hair. I moan a little loud but not loud enough for anyone to hear over the shower, I get off the toilet and lock my phone, I go unlock the door just incase someone needs to pee or something and I hop in the shower. I scream but again not loud enough for anyone to hear over the shower, I forgot to turn the hot water on. I turn on the hot water and let it flow down my back.
-Shawn's POV -
Me and Cam have been up for 2 hours it's 1:00 pm, where in our room watching "Catching Fire" me and Cam decided we would watch the first two then go see "MockingJay part 1" in theaters later today. But then my phone rang "Cam pause the movie real quick" I say so I can answer my phone "xbox pause" Cam says to the Xbox1. "Hello?" I answer "Hey Shawn it's Bart" he replies "hey Bart!" I say smiling "how have you been" I ask "I've been good trying to pull a few strings, and I finally did it" "You finally did what?" I asked interested "I got you guys another tour! That's if you want to be apart of it" he says "Really?!" I ask excited "Yes... I'm calling all the guys and seeing if they want to tour again" "ok we'll I'm with Cam so you don't have to call him, I let you know what we decide when is it?" I ask "the first MAGCON is in one week it's in Nashville, so I would need you guys to fly out in two days at the latest if you decide to do it. And of course I would be paying for your tickets and living expenses" "ok Bart thanks for calling Ill talk to cam now and see what he says.. I'll talk to you later Bart bye" I say "bye" he replies and u hang up.
Me and Cam talked about it and we decided were gonna go, I need more publicity with my music and MAGCON is just fun as fuck.
~~~ Later That Day~~~
I pulled our my phone and texted the guys,
"Hey you guys going on the new MAGCON tour?!! Me and Cameron are!
Everyone replied yes except Nash, I texted him outside of the group chat.
Me: hey Nash I just want you to know I'm not mad at you, and I'm sorry for making feel unwanted in your own home, I'm sorry for taking your best friend, I'm sorry for gifting you and everything else. I just want us to be best friends again.Nash: I know me too I'm sorry for everything too, I love you man I'll see you soon I have to come home so I can pack for MAGCON.
Me: Yayyy your going see you later!!!
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Me, Cam, Nash, Aaron, Hayes, and Hayes's friend Troy are all at Cam and Nash house waiting for the cab. Bart allowed Hayes's friend to come, he's apart of the show but not a main person like the rest of us. He could be, if the fans like him.
The cab pulls up and we all grab are suitcases and double check we have everything we need, and we all walk out the door. Nash locks the door and we walk to the cab, the cab driver gets out the car and helps us put are bags in the trunk, then out of no where a black BMW speeds to the house and pulls into the driveway. Someone steps out of the car that I never wanted to see again......
-Cam's POV -
A black BMW speed into the driveway and our cones someone I Telly don't feel like seeing, I fucking hate that bitch!
Shawn's Mother she walks straight up to Shawn and slaps him in the face hard, rage surges through my body I ball my hands into a fist and take and sprint towards her, but before I can get to her Hayes, Aaron, and Troy jump on me and they hold me down. It literally takes all of them to hold me down, Shawn walks to me and kneels down "calm down babe I'm going to handle this" he says but I'm still pissed "guys keep holding them down." He says and walks back to his mom. "Shawn you get your ass in that car now!!! We are going back home and that is it!!" "No" he says simply "excuse me?" She says appalled "I said no, dad said I can go so I'm going and that's final." He says calmly with a smirk, "let's go guys" he says to us "your not going anywhere your coming home now!" "No I'm not, you came all the way here for nothing, no you can go back to Canada, and I'm going to live my life how I want." I say she just stares at me "fine I didn't want a faggot son anyways" she said disgusted "hey mom fuck you" he says and gets in the cab. She stands there for a little bit then walks away, the guys finally let me up and they start walking to the cab, I get up and go to Shawn's mother and spit in her car "yeah we might be faggots but at least we have more live for each other then you ever will, you lonely, pathetic, dead beat, bitch" I say and walk back to the cab, and get in. "Wait you guys are gay?!" Hayes asked "yes is there a problem" I asked still mad at Shawn's mother "no no" he replies, "You two are dating? How long?" "5 months" Shawn says smiling"and don't tell the other guys were going to" I say to them. I grab Shawn's hand "I'm so sorry for what I did back there but she really pissed me off, what type of mother stops loving her son because he's gay" "it's fine babe thanks for sucking up for me" he replies and gives me a quick peck on the lips. "Always" I say and give him a quick peck, all four boys awe and make kissey faces to us. We both blush.
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We just arrived at the hotel in Nashville, were on our way to the hotel where all the other guys are. "Shawn we should tell them when we get there" I say "I was just thinking the same thing" he says smiling.
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We arrive at the hotel and go to our room. All the guys run towards us and engulf us in a huge group hug, they pull away and we all say how much we've missed each other, and all that shit. Me and Cam were talking I'm the corner about when we should tell them, "hey why you guys holding hands you guys fags or something" Taylor days laughing, we look down and we were holding hands I didn't even notice. Shawn was about to let go but I grabbed it again, "guys we have something to say" they all turn their attention to us "me and Shawn are bi and are dating each other, we've been dating for 5 months now" I say "well Cam is bi I'm just gay." Shawn adds right after me "I'm bi too" Nash says awkwardly, and we stand there and wait for third response.So so so so sorry!!! I haven't update in so long!! I have a bunch of shit going on with these stupid OGTs !!! But there you go #SHAM!!!
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Feelings (A Cameron Dallas & Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)
Roman d'amourI've always liked Shawn as a friend, but never like this. I never thought of him this way, why am I thinking of him this way? I don't want to think of him this way. I need to put it deep down because Shawn is coming to stay with me and Nash!