Patton's (pov)
(A/N altered lyrics to match Logan's worry of Patton seeing him. It'll make sense I promise.)
My head is dying. Wait I can feel. I must be out of surgery. Can I see?! Oh this is so exciting! I put a hand up to my face and realise my eyes are closed. Ok Patton you got this. In three, two I CAN'T DO IT! I sigh. I'm scared what if Logan's so handsome that I'm just an ugly blob compared to him. Oh goodness! I don't even know what I look like! It been so long. What do colours look like?! Ok ok calm down Patton. In three......two........one!
Light. Bright blinding light. Hehe blinding. Anyway, I immediately clamp my eyes shut again. I was told this was going to happen. Everything will be so bright compared to me being in darkness for so long. Ok ok one more time. One, two, three!
I open my eyes to be met with a white ceiling. I look down to see wires protruding my arm. I'm dressed in a white hospital dress too. WAIT! I CAN SEE WHAT I'M WEARING! I CAN SEE! I CAN SEE! I sit up smiling brightly as I ACTUALLY look around. White curtains are draped all around my plain white bed but everything seems blurry. Really blurry. I look over to my side to see a blur of something not white. It might be a colour. I reach out to it but my hand hits something else instead. They feel like glasses? I pick them up and place them on my face. Everything becomes clear. Woah. The world looks so pretty. I know it's not much. But wow. I look down at my hands and stretch and move them. Smile never leaving my face. I can see. I can truly see. I look back over to the colour to realise it's a rose. I pick it up and smile down at it to see a note attached. All in brail.
'Good morning dear. I hope that you like the rose. The colour is called blue and it's the same as the sky. I think it suits you quite well. I'll be waiting.
Love Logan.'
Awwww. So this is blue huh? It's pretty I really like it. Maybe it is my colour. Sky blue. I giggle a little. I wonder what Logan looks like. Oh I wonder what his colour is?! I'll have to ask.
"I stick with real things
Usually facts and figures~
Wait someone's singing? He sounds familiar. I slowly pull off the quilt and grab the iv I'm connected to. It feels strange walking without a cane. I place most my weight onto the iv as I walk over to the curtain and listen.
"How am I supposed to
Operate if I'm just tossed around
By fate,
Like on this so unexpected day~
He seems worried? I wonder who it is? I grab the curtains and pull it back lightly. I see a tall male pacing back and forth. The only colour I recognise on him is black. A black shirt, black trousers, black shoes. Sitting on two chairs in front of him is a boy dressed in darker colours next to another dressed in brighter.
"What if I talk to fast?
Or ask questions about him he hasn't decided that?
He could ask me questions bout myself?
What if I sit to close?~
Wow he must be really worried. I wonder who the guy he's talking bout is?
"But what scares me the most,
What scares me the most~
Wait he's scared? The guy can't be that bad.
"Is what if when he sees me
What if he doesn't like it?
What if he runs the other way
And I can't hide from it~
Poor guy.
"What happens then?
If when he knows me
He's only disappointed
What if I give myself away to
Only to get it given back
I couldn't live with that~
How could you live that. This guy must be insane if he doesn't like him. He's got a strong jawline and pale skin. Deep coloured eyes protected by black lenses glasses. He's gorgeous.
"I want him to~
That's when the brighter coloured one gets up
"Don't you think your being a little, I mean maybe just a tad-
However, he gets cut off
"I'M NOT DEFENSIVE!
I'm Simply being cautious,
I can't risk reckless dating
Due to my miscalculating
Why~
Miscalculating? Huh he talks formally a bit like....No way
"You can not be to careful
When it comes to sharing your life,
I could end up in
Miserable strife~
It can't be there's no way. That's Logan? He's looks amazing. He looks perfect. Yet he's worried? How? I don't want to let him worry any more. It's not fair on him.
"Logan?" I ask making myself known. His head snaps towards me as does the other two. "Vigil, Roman? Tell me it's you?" I ask tears welling in my eyes
"PATTON!"
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When he sees me (logicality)
Fiksi PenggemarPatton a young boy with his entire life ahead of him. Until, a fateful car accident leaving him blind and dependent on his older brother Virgil. That is until he meets Logan. Logan the most popular kid in high school. Rich family, good looks and goo...
