Brendon's POV
Oh God why would you do that everything was supposed to be fake. But why, did I kiss him, not just like a peck on the lips, like a passionate make out session, the step before full on mouth rape. But he kissed back, was it for show. Stop Brendon, it was all an act, it meant nothing to him or me! His lips were sweet, and his body warm while I held his hips. Okay stop Bren, you are sweating and look paranoid as hell.
"Okay guys, I had fun but I'm gonna hang out with some girl friends." Sarah said, and left leaving me here with a sexy bastard.
"What is it Brendon?" I smirked as he walked behind me. The whispered, "I don't kiss and tell." He winked.
"I'm sorry Ry, I-I I." I stuttered then he cut me off.
"No need to apologize, I was just messing with you!" he started to laugh and so did I.
"Need help cleaning up?" I asked.
"Yeah, it'd be nice but you don't have to."
"Okay, well I'll help you." I went and found a broom and swept up the rose petals, while Ry was washing dishes.
Ryan's POV
Brendon left a little bit ago, he helped clean up. I am getting so bad about this and that kiss, or those kisses, didn't help. I went to my room and had a break down about it, I began to bawl, like a child. Really loud too, my heart hurt, my soul felt empty, I had no one to cry to, and I love him. Why, I know I shouldn't. I never liked to cry, I felt it was one part I'd like to keep inside, and I was the ugliest crier ever. Fuck it, I'm gonna do what I do best when these things happen drink.
Brendon's POV
Oh why does it have to be Ry, my best friend, why couldn't it be like a girl. I mean what am I gonna tell Sarah. Sarah, I can't tell her, she would hate me forever. This just a faze, it'll pass, it'll pass. I don't want to feel this way about him, but he is so irresistible. I couldn't help myself, a chance like that doesn't happen every day. I want him so bad, it hurts. Just thinking about the lovely man gives me goose bumps, chills and a boner. *sighs* what am I gonna do about this. I guess I need to get ready for practice tomorrow.
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My Heart For You (RYDON)
Fanfiction*sigh* Oh Brendon my dear, All I've wished is to hold you near, Near to my heart and soul, life without you would make a hole. *scribbles out* My heart is all I want to give to Brendon but how will I tell him. Oh why am I so strung up on him.
