This is important please read.
This week has become so hard for me and I was going to try and update but I can't. I know it sounds stupid but my boyfriend that I have been with for a really long time broke up with me. He was my inspiration to do so many things, and now its over and I feel broke and devastated. We are trying to work things out, and we are supposed to stay friends but it feels like a katana blade has been pierced through my heart. I owe you guys my apologies. My depression has crawled back, its a constant demon I battle with. I don't know what to do. I feel so dead on the inside. I can't even resort to music because it all reminds me off him, and I end up helplessly sobbing. I feel like I've fallen into a pit. I hope to finish this story. Not for me, but for you. I am so sorry, I truly am.
~Ashleigh :'(
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My Heart For You (RYDON)
Fanfiction*sigh* Oh Brendon my dear, All I've wished is to hold you near, Near to my heart and soul, life without you would make a hole. *scribbles out* My heart is all I want to give to Brendon but how will I tell him. Oh why am I so strung up on him.
