My Heart For You (RYDON)

Sarah Stopped Smiling (part 10)

AN:
Sorry if this is awful. I felt like I should try to write a little. Nothing has changed. So yeah.

Sarah's POV

Brendon walked in and shut the door lightly, I was in the living room laying on the couch reading. The way I was laying he probably couldn't see me, but I could see him. He frantically paced back an forth and running both hands through his hair, like he is frustrated. I finally spoke up.

"What's wrong Bren?" I called to him, he was startled and jumped a bit and looked to where I was sitting.

"Sarah, I have to talk to you about something." He said seriously then quickly came to sit by me, I sat up straight and placed my book mark where I had stopped.

"Go ahead, tell me." I stared at him we were both calm.

"Well, I have feelings for someone else. I have liked them a long time, and I couldn't hide the way I felt any longer. So confessed to them about how I felt, and they feel the same way. For a really really long time in fact. I didn't know what to do but its better if I be with them. I am sorry and I-I hope this isn't a problem. I wanted to tell you." He rambled on at high speed luckily I'm used to it and I understood what he said. It felt like the whole weight of the world was placed on my chest. A single tear ran down my face. I had to stay strong and understand the whole situation.

"Who." Was all I managed to spit out with out my emotions leaking into my words.

"Its Ryan, Ryan Ross." He half smiled at the sound of his name. Ryan, wow.

"Have you two, ya-know done anything yet."  The words stung.

"Sarah, of course not. When we talked about this we knew we needed to tell you first. I wouldn't do that to you ever." He grabbed my hand and gave me an apologetic look. I knew he wouldn't and I appreciated that.

"So you and him?" I asked.

"Yeah, he means so much to me Sarah. Are you gonna be okay with it?" He asked.

"Of course, Bren I want you to be happy. He is right for you, and I'm glad." I smiled. "So we are broken up now?" I asked making sure I was right.

"Yeah, but I still want to be friends with you, even though you may not want to be mine. I will always be here for you." He smiled then got up and went to our room, and put various things in a bag. It wasn't long before he came out. He walked out the door with a simple wave good bye. I couldn't help but feel empty inside, but I know Ryan is best for him.
Brendon's POV

I had my bag and left the house, that at the moment don't know what to do with. Ryan was sitting at the hood of my car, it was a beautiful sight.

"Is it alright if I stay with you a while?" I smiled at him.

"Of course, so how was it?" We both hoped into my car and we were on our way back to his house.

"It went quite well actually." I laid my arm out so that he could hold my hand. He grasped my hand with his. His hand fit in mine perfectly.

"That's good." He smiled and gave my hand a slight squeeze. It is a good thing his house wasn't that far, we got there in no time. We both got out of my car, although it had only been a moment I wanted his hand in mine once more. I ran to his side to hold his hand again. Ry lead me to his house, our hands connected, and me trailing behind him. The next thing that happened was unexpected.

"So where were we?" He smirked as he lightly pressed me against the wall, pinning both my hands above my head. Then he pressed his lips to mine with passion. He removed his hands, allowing me to not be restricted anymore. He placed his hands on my face, but I wrapped mine around his neck pulling him closer to me. His lips removed from mine, instead placing them on my neck. He pecked with his sweet lips all over my neck until he found my sweet spot, right below my jaw line on my left side. I let out a soft sigh, which he heard and began to suck there. He took a bit off my skin between his teeth then swirled his tongue around where he bit. I let out a moan but still not very loud.

"God Bren, that's hot." He whispered in my ear seductively, then nibbled lightly on my ear loob. I took my right hand and slightly grabbed his chin, to bring his lips to mine. Something about his lips on mine felt so right, like we were made to be together. It wasn't just his lips, or his hands but just him in general. I kiss the corners of his mouth, then the bottom and the top. He licked my bottom lip lightly for entrance, I opened and let him explore my mouth. His tongue swirled around mine, and my mouth. He took his lips from mine, but still close to me.

"I'm glad you're mine." He smiled then took advantage of being taller and kissed my forehead.

"Me too." I blushed slightly. Out of no where I let out a yawn.

"You tired Bden." He laughed.

"Yeah, a little."

"Let's go to bed." He smiled, then grabbed my hand and took me to his room.

"I left my bag in the car." Face palm.

"So." He gave me a questioning look.

"It has my pajama pants in it." I stated, then Ry began to giggle.

"What!" I scrunched up my nose.

"Just where your boxers. Jeez." He laughed.

"Whatever, you just want to see my half naked bod." I stuck my tongue out at him. I turned my back to him and began to strip. I forgot I was wearing briefs, well at least my ass looks great. I turned around to see Ryan in his boxers, biting his lip and staring at me.

"Checking me out Ryro?" I smiled at him.

"You know it Bren. I don't know how I am gonna resist you." He winked.

"I guess your just gonna have to control yourself till some other time." I replied. We both got into bed, Ryan wrapped me in his arms, consuming me with his warmth and soft skin. He pulled the blanket over our bodies then kissed my cheek.

"Goodnight Bren."

"Sweet dreams Ry."