Ryan's POV
I went home and slept and woke up in my own bed. That's a good feeling, although I loved waking up to Bren that kawaii mother fucker. I have to tell him how I feel. Jesus! Just the thought of it makes me not want to do it. Maybe it'll be worth it, or not, or it could tear the band apart! Stop it you idiot, you do this every time! We are doing it this time, but when?
Brendon's POV
Later that night around 8.
"Hey babe, is everything alright you've been kinda distant lately." Sarah came with two beers, handed me one then sat by me on our couch.
"I am sorry things have just been busy with the band, and I've been stressed about other things." I said apologetically, then kissed her on the cheek.
"It's okay, I understand how it gets. I love you." She smiled, I don't think I can say it back.
"How about we go to sleep early, I hold and cuddle you." I stood up and pulled up to her feet.
"Okay, Bren." She smiled, as I kissed her forehead. Then we slept in our bed, but while I was with her all I could think about how better everything would be if this were Ryan.
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My Heart For You (RYDON)
Fanfiction*sigh* Oh Brendon my dear, All I've wished is to hold you near, Near to my heart and soul, life without you would make a hole. *scribbles out* My heart is all I want to give to Brendon but how will I tell him. Oh why am I so strung up on him.
