{DARKER}**Sequel

Cristina; Pt32

2 weeks later**

"Good morning" Jack smiled in my face. I was half asleep. I pushed passed him and headed straight for the bathroom. "Jack what day is it?" I yelled from the bathroom floor. "I believe it's Thursday" he came into the bathroom with me. "It's been like 2 weeks and a few days do you think I can go get a test?" I asked him.

He shrugged his shoulders. Shit why did I ever ask him that. He has no idea what's going on.

"Look Im uh- I'm gonna go get a test and I'll be back okay" I smiled fast and got up, wiping my mouth. He nodded his head and patted my back. I put on my shoes and some real pants and snatched my keys off the counter.

I rushed into the elevator and pressed the basement floor and got into the car. I drove over to the nearest pharmacy and asked for a pregnancy test.

I checked out and grabbed my bag. I ran over to my car where I saw a car taht was on behind me but it was parked.

The car didn't look like it was going anywhere but it was the only car that was on in the parking lot that wasn't moving or going anywhere.

I watched the car and the windows were tinted so I couldn't see who was driving.

I got in the car and backed out. I saw the car pull out and began following me in my way home. I began to get freaked out when I was close to Jacks penthouse. I turned onto the street down from the penthouse.

But the car made a right. God, I thought it was somebody following me. I see why I'm such an anxious person, I worry about everything.

I parked the car in the garage below the penthouse and got out. I headed straight for the elevator and pressed the floor the penthouse was on.

"Hey, you get the test?" Jack got up from the couch. I nodded my head and took it out the bag. He looked at the test then at me. Then I looked up the stairs and then back at him.

"I'll be back, I'm gonna- go- go take the test" I said nervously. I strutted you the stairs and into our bathroom.

I locked the door and pulled my sweats down.

I followed the instructions on the box and did everything exactly how they explained.

I peed on the little stick and then set it behind me. I pulled my pants back up and flushed the toilet. I washed and dried my hands afterwards.

I unlocked the door and saw Jack was sitting on the bed. "So, are you pregnant?" He jumped up. I told him to step back a little.

"We can't tell right now Jack, the test is still invalid. It said we have to wait like 5-10 minutes before receiving accurate results." I rolled my eyes.

I folded my arms and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Hey" Jack came over to me, I knew he was trying to comfort me but I didn't really need comforting right now. I'm just trying to figure out when the hell did we have unprotected sex?

Also I'm on birth control. Jack set me up sometimes last year with it. When we first met because I was complaining to him about how I didn't like the feel of the condom.

I mean I wasn't being picky.

I just didn't like the feel of the condom, you know what it doesn't really matter why I didn't like the feel of the condom, I just didn't.

"Jack, are you forgetting something?" I stood up. He looked at me lost.

"I'm on birth control, there's no way I'm pregnant. Plus when the fuck do you remember having sex?" I cried beginning to freak out.

"Hey hey, calm down you're gonna be alright" He held my shoulders. I felt my eyes begin to water again.

"Fuck" I stood up. I banged my fist on the dresser. "I was suppose to be excited about this" I yelled holding my hair back.

"Then why aren't you Cristina, I thought I'd be freaking out but you're doing a well job of that all on your own" He kneeled down in front of me.

"I don't know, you heard me. I've always wanted kids but I always thought I'd plan for it and I'd be ready but I'm not ready, I can't bring a kid into the world while I'm not even mentally prepared for one" I cried into my hands.

Jack stood up and pulled me into his chest. I cried into him and sniffled.

"It's gonna be okay" he shushed.

I pulled back from him and pushed him away from me. "NO" i yelled. He looked at me shocked and I told him to back up.

"You don't understand, I was ASSAULTED" I pointed to myself.

"And the guy who fucking did it escaped, he fucking escaped and now they're talking about fucking dropping the case" I screamed banging on the door.

"Im not going to get justice. Do you have any idea how I feel? I can't tell you anything because half of the time I feel like you dont care and I'm just a burden to you" I cried.

"I constantly feel like you'll end up leaving me for another woman. No matter what happens or who you're with or how good of a day we're having" I hollered.

He was just standing there. "I feel so- so- FUCKING TIRED." I kicked my dresser, breaking one of the knobs on the bottom of it.

"I'm so god damn exhausted" I threw my hands up. "Of what? I can help out" Jack spoke up.

"OF EVERYTHING" I yelled in his face.

"I'm tired of work, I'm sick of feeling like a victim who got sexually assaulted by her boss, I'm- I'm tired of feeling like you're constantly falling out of love with me because of something that happened so long ago but I STILL can't get over it" I slid down the door.

"I'm so done" I cried into my lap.

"Cristina I know I can never take back what I did, and I know you won't ever be able to full forgive me but I promise there is no one in this work I love more than you" Jack crouched down time me.

I remained silent and wiped my face.

"And I know it doesn't always feel like that but I'm sorry okay" His eyes began to tear up.

"I know" I brushed his cheek. I pushed Jacks hair back and wiped his tears. "Listen Im sorry but I just held all this in for too long and I guess this was my breaking point" i sniffled.

"We all have breaking points, like me" He breathed.

"When?" I stuttered. I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. God it's too early to be having breakdowns on your bedroom floor.

"Just now" he grabbed my face and turned it towards him. He smacked his lips onto mine and I grabbed his face. "I don't ever want you to feel like I don't love you, do you understand me?" Jack parted from my lips.

"I understand" I breathed out.

"Now lets go read that test and find out if we're pregnant or not" he winked at me.