{DARKER}**Sequel

Cristina; Pt43

I heard the springs on Reggies bed moving around, which means he's awake.

I walked into his room and saw him sitting up straight on his bed while rubbing his eyes. "Good morning handsome" I picked him up and sat him on my torso.

"You look like you weren't ready to get up yet" I chuckled.

"Hey" Jack came into the room. He stopped at the door and smiled at the both of us. Reggie smiled at him and I didn't really say or do anything. I told him I was going to try and get on board with this. Meaning I wasn't there yet.

But I will be.... eventually.

"Hey babe, give me and dad a minute to talk okay?" i asked Reggie rubbing his head. He smiled and slid off the bed and out the room. Jack looked at me in silence. i just stared back at him. "Tell me what you need, anything!" He demanded. I continued to just stare at him. I had absolutely nothing to say to him anyhow. "please just say something, stop staring at me like its my fault." He yelled, kind of scaring me. 

"You cant do anything!" I screamed at him turning my entire body in his direction. This time he was the one staying silent. I mean what exactly did he expect from me? We aren't even married and he has another woman's baby. There is no 'getting past this'. I dont even want to be around him anymore, i feel completely disgusted when im with him. I know i said i could try but i cant. She calls him in the middle of us doing family things and its confusing for Reggie.

I just don't feel right, because it isn't right. None of this is right. im a bitch if im not on board and im a terrible mother if i let this happen and have my kid think its normal for a man to have two women pregnant. 

"Mommy, your friend is here" Reggie came into the room smiling. I turned my head and immediately thought Nicole. Plus she always tells me ahead of time if shes gonna stop by or at least plan on stopping by, its never unexpected. 

"The girl with the baby" Reggie pouted. I snapped my head over at Jack and his face turned red from embarrassment. "You- you introduced our son to that- that WHORE." I screamed. Jack stood up and ran down the stairs. I snatched Reggie up and placed him on my hip as i ran behind Jack down the stairs. "If you answer that door and let her in, we're leaving." I warned. 

"Cristina, don't do this." He begged "Please dont make me choose between my two families." He added. I cant believe the words that came from his mouth. Reggie looked up at me confused. "Daddy has two families?" He turned his head. 

"No." i simply said. "He has one, and it isn't us anymore babe." i ran back up the stairs and locked the door. I grabbed my travel suitcase out from the closet and began to pack clothes for both Reggie and I. I snatched 2 pairs of jeans from the top dresser drawer along with a pair of burgundy sweats. Reggie sat on the bed silently watching me pack clothes. Its a difference when hes just calling her and checking up on her to make sure they're okay, i understand that. But he invited this women into OUR home, she introduced OUR son to him. Im done.

I grabbed a couple work shirts too and a sweater or two. I hurried to Reggies room and cleaned out his entire top two drawers and stuffed them into the suitcase. I grabbed his shoes and mine and put them on. 

"Mommy, why are we leaving again?" He asked tiredly. "Im hungry" Reggie whined again. "Ill get us some food on our way to the hotel baby" I winked and left a kiss on his forehead. I grabbed his hand and zipped up the suitcase, dragging it down the hall and down the stairs. I saw her standing there. She looked at me with the most smug look spread across her face. 

I felt purely disgusted. I looked at her then straight at Jack. He watched as we walked right past him and directly out the door. "Cristina" i heard him calling out for me. i stopped right at the porch and felt my eyes begin to water. "Please please i am begging you, DONT do this." Jack cried out. "What do i have to say to get you to stay here, what can i do?" He cried grabbing my hand. I looked directly at our hands then at him. I scoffed and felt myself choke up before i spoke. "Nothing" I said with my voice cracking. "There is nothing you can do to fix this." I spat and turned away from him. I grabbed Reggies hand and stomped to the car.

"Come on baby, i know you're hungry and mommy's tired so i wanna get to the hotel as quick as possible." I smiled at him. He smiled back and i buckled his car seat and closed the door. I saw Jack stand there and Sierra waved while holding their kids hand. It hurt me so much to say that. I can understand a man with multiple children but he hid it from me, exposed them to our son who is not even 5 years old yet and expects me to welcome her with open arms. 

I will not live in a world or a house where a woman like that gets treated the same as a woman like me. We are absolutely nothing alike. I was getting an incoming call from my mom. i grabbed my phone and told Reggie to answer it. "Grandma" Reggie screamed excited. "Peanut, hey baby" My mom coo'd. I could hear because i put her on speaker before handing the phone to Reggie. He talked to her and sort of got his mind off everything that just happened. 

Hopefully it does though. He could really use a distraction. i just hope he doesn't tell my mom anything about this and what just happened. I know it was pretty dramatic but i dont think my mom needs to know about all of this. I just wish this will all blow over, but unfortunately i dont think that's going to happen this time. Its much worse than the last situation. But the question is, even if i do forgive him, will i ever actually be okay with him having two families?