No Satisfaction

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"Wait Jack. I would like some time with you. Some sentimental time. I need to explain myself. I think you should too."
Jack grinned and paused taking a small step back.
"Of course. There is lots to talk about."
"Is Shrike gone?"
"Hm? Oh Ana will be out for the day."
"Ana? You mean that Ana?!"
He nodded. She was alive too.
"I-I see."
I looked down and remembered that I was still tied up. I equipt a small saw on the back of my wrist and felt the saw move towards the ropes and sliced through them. After my arms were free I began cutting the ropes at my legs. Jack stared at me suprised by what he was seeing.
"Sorry Jack. You made this too easy."
He swallowed a bit.
"How long have you.....had those?" He asked shaken.
"I woke up with them after the explosion. Moira made sure I was equipped properly."
Jack chuckled saying Moira's name under his breath.
"I never trusted that woman. She was always experimenting on Gabriel. I guess she did keep him alive, but a part of me looks back and.....I just want him gone Y/N."
Jack clenched his fists.
"He......he hurt me. He made me an object. I was disgusted with him and wanted so badly for him to be punished. With you two being close I knew you'd grow.....closer. I never want you to feel the pain that I felt when I was with Gabe. He must've put you through so much pain over the years."
I looked longingly at Jack's frustrated expression.
"Jack, it wasn't like that at all. The night of the explosion I felt like I had lost everything I loved, including you. I was surprised to see that Gabe was alive, barely. Seeing one another gave us hope and we did grow....closer. We felt different from others. Less like humans, but we shared the same emotions. We grew intiment. I-I can honestly say that I love Gabriel."
Jack's eyes struggled to understand. His expression became frightened.
"I-It wasn't the kind of relationship you two had. It was real. We felt that we could really be there for eachother, but I was also blind to see the side effects of Gabe's ghost-like change. He started acting out. Always wanting and taking. Always stealing resources. Always wanting more.....than just....us."
I sighed and stood up.
"He's not satisfied. I fear he will never be satisfied. He wants to control everything, but can't. He tries not to show those emotions to me, but the way he talks about not being satisfied with anything scares me."
"Y/n, I've been trying to save you for 9 years. I thought for sure Gabe wouldn't treat you right. I guess he was good for some time, but became too hungry for more and didn't make time for you in the end."
I nodded in agreement.
"He didn't want to let go. Just like how I'm never letting go of you again. I never want you to feel useless or abandoned ever."
"J-Jack. Damn it you still have it." I said smiling.
He raised an eyebrow.
"What?"
"That stupid look on your face. It's still there." I walked up and reached for his face. He seemed a bit frightened by my hands. "Relax. I can control them." I touched his cheeks. "Whenever you grin you always have this dimple and this curve on opposite sides of your mouth, hehe. It never went away."
He chuckled and scratched the back of his head.
"Heh, I can't believe you remember that."
I gasped at the scar that ran up the curve on his cheek and to the top of his forehead.
"This......it's from the-"
"The explosion. Y-yes." Jack said fidgeting around.
He seemed so nervous. I continued tracing lines on his face.
"S-sorry, I haven't shaved in a while."
"Hm? Oh, Jack. I can't feel anything with these."
He stopped and stared in shock.
"Y-you....can't feel?"
I shook my head.
"Y/N, I'm so sorry I wasn't-m!"
I pulled his head into mine stealing another kiss. It felt so good to feel his lips against mine again. I was so sick of Talon. All of these missions they used me for and for what? We have gone no where in 9 years. Gabriel seems to still think that he can do something, but he hasn't. No one has. Jack put a hand behind my head and gently sucked on my lips. I moaned into his mouth.
"I missed you so much."
"You have no fucking clue Y/n."
I smiled into his face. My hands gently stroking his tough, strong shoulders. I sneaked my hand under the collar of his shirt. I felt his other hand sliding up my side. I broke the kiss.
"You still play dirty huh?"
"Always."
He took a deep breath leaning further in to kiss me. My body flushed with hormones as he began pecking my neck. He slid his shirt off. His beefed chest was covered with scars. My shirt slid off as well. I held his body close to mine and kissed his chest. Jack leaned down to whisper.
"Come with me. I owe you big time."

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